Ayantvi's Topics (167)

family matters are complicated, lot of people cant just drop their family like its nothing, they are all she knows

True but going out of her way, risking her life and giving all her savings plus imagining them in her happily ever after even after that behaviour (using her as a means for their own selfish desires all the way up to her adulthood with no regards to her life at all and no signs of development), makes me feel like she deserves better. I understand we have a clearer picture because we're reading as third parties so as a character she might not be that much aware. Anyways I hope she drops them in the future because my girl does not deserve that treatment after all she's been through for that ungrateful family or they better have a redemption arc or something

Damn it turned into a rant sorry guys

No its ok, not all mothers are "real" mothers , it will pass and you will find people who really care about you

Your feelings are valid without needing anyone to say so. Your pain doesn't stop being real just because one person wants to belittle your experiences. A family member acting cruel means basically nothing about you or your worth, and it's not your fault if they aren't capable of seeing it. It doesn't matter if it's a parent or a lover or a stranger- they don't get to decide anything about you as a person.

If someone can't tell the difference between gold or plastic, does the gold become less valuable? No.

I know my kids are gold... and I can tell you are, too. Other people will see it. Your mom can't see the treasure in front of her, but that doesn't reflect on you. That's her problem.

You're entirely valid in your own right.

I really have no words y'all so sweet. Both of you are right I hope I'll get to heal and find people who really care about me

i mean he’s saying please stop as well as trying to run away…even if the author tries to spin it another way because we see yikyung’s perspective if we didn’t anyone would think this is SA

Well Yiyoung obviously like it (from what we see in the raw) I mean, it's not a surprise, in the main story he LOVE when seme's mean, which I can understand he's hot when he's angry but well, let's leave it at the fiction heh.

Idk I'm pretty comfused.... Like he's trying to run away so it's SA but his expressions and later raws state he likes it so it's not SA anymore?? Ig they just freaky then?? Is this CNC??

True it's fiction so let's just leave it (the confusion made me uncomfortable though)

I'm not in author-nim's head but in my two cents opinion I just think author just want to show that Yiyoung kinda like when Kang's mean to him, it has the vibe of the BDSM but obviously without beeing BDSM (no safe word etc...) but even in the main story his vibe was really submissive to Kang, and he clearly love when he's mean (love it even)... what I want to say is that author wants Yiyoung to be submissive and Kang to be mean but I think she's doing it the wrong way ? Idk if I make sense but that's my opinion (maybe I'm wrong and she likes dubious content idk)

Oh, and for the "he's trying to run away" part, maybe it's just me, but beeing used to this couple and obviously the story beeing pretty green flag for most when I personnally saw him run away I was honestly thinking "oh, he's running away because the pleasure's too intense and the big schlong's arriving" That's my honest thought ! But maybe you are right and like I said it's more dubious ? Which would be sad regarding the fact that the story was pretty green flag... would ruin everything but well.

Nah you're probably right..... It's not my first time seeing non-con in bl but the way this couple had been so far like a green healthy relationship it feels pretty disappointing to see the story progress in this way.

I can't disagree with you here... ┑(￣Д ￣)┍

Right, and gave that brother a reality check!

Tbh I was waiting for her to too then her monologue (?) came and I was like not next time please