
I feel pain. I can relate to him. My grandma who raised me is experiencing the same thing. The first time it happened, it really broke me and I cried so hard. I couldn't believe it could actually happen. How come she couldn't remember my face? How come she couldn't recall my name? Why ask me who's child I was when she was the one who raised me the moment I was born until I started working? How can she forget me then look for me at the same time? It's unbearable.

A lot of people hated this and rated it low. I guess the first time I read this as a novel, I was under the same impression. The novel really frustrated me. But as I cooled down and read the manhwa in Bili-bili, it somehow eased my hatred towards Song Yan. I was just looking forward to a good ending. And for me, it somehow ended beautifully. I have eventually accepted Song Yan after everything he's gone through in the second life where he save Xia Lin and suffered a life long disability and the fact that he chose Xia Lin over the chance to walk normally. I'm not saying that his actions are justified but for me, I feel satisfied to know he has suffered too.
Why do you just keep on hurting me? What did I ever do to you? Pleaseeee save him!!!! His misery is my misery! Give him a break please (╯°Д °)╯╧╧