Damn I teared up, where the fuck is the parents did they die or something???
I feel bad for Dan and his grandma, we're also not rich so I can totally understand how hard to raise a child on your own and give them a proper access to education and the fact that the grandma is already old when she's raising Dan.
This actually reminds of the days when me and my siblings are in our grand parents' care in the province cuz my papa and mom are working in different city thus they can't go back home to live with us.
Life is so fucking hard, there are times that we have to put salt and water to our rice just for us have food for dinner or sometimes we use coffee as a soup so our food won't be too dry to eat. Thou we're still fortunate that my gradpa and uncle are farmers and a fishermen, we have rice fields and other planted vegetables that serves as food source whenever we lack of money but there are still times that we can't eat our own harvests.
It's already hard for us in the province even if we can plant vegetables, rice, or do fishing. So, I can't imagine how poor people like Dan who lives in the city survive irl, I can't blame them if they resort to dangerous things just to survive (like what happened to Dan). No wonder whenever a poor province ppl who tries to find work or good opportunity in the big city changes when they go back home in the province, it's either their lives become better or it worsen.
NOT BECAUSE HE'S THE "MC" (i consider heeso as the mc here) DOESN'T MEAN HE'S A FUCKING INNOCENT SAINT THAT NEEDS TO BE BABY. OF COURSE, HE'S ALSO A VICTIM AND PROBABLY TRAUMATIZED BUT he's not a fucking INNOCENT MAN.
Bro's selfish and always made a fuck up decisions (EVEN FROM THE START, BEFORE MEETING WITH ADULT HEESO. Like, Hesoo literally told him he's being abuse or whatever by his foster parents and Taekyung being the adult was like "Nuh uh" & not even checking his situation in the foster parents house and just sending the money??? I think he doesn't care about Hesoo he's just doing all those"charity" cuz he's guilty about Heeso's mom), bro's really needs an orientation for decision-making class (as well as therapy) asap (maybe we'll be seatmate lmao).
Some readers don't want to acknowledge this and always blame Heeso. We acknowledge that this lil devil is a rapist and criminal and I'm not justifying that shit, cuz lil devil needs a jail time, as well like the btch on tv running for congress (damnn so she's just completing the requirements for politician) BUT somehow in other circumstances he's also a victim (not justifying the raping part) and we also need to see that Taekyung is also to blame on whatever's happening here (not the raping part).
TAEKYUNG IS NOT A LINEAR AND FLAWLESS CHARACTER, HE'S A COMPLEX AND COMPLICATED ONE WHICH MAKES HIM MORE HUMAN. AND I LOVE IT IT MAKES THE STORY MORE ENJOYABLE AND INTRIGUING.
I JUST HOPE THE STORY WRITING WON'T BE FUCK UP, this is one of the rare moments that I'm malding and yapping like this for a bl psychological story.










THE MENTAL GYMNASTICS THAT THE ML IS DOING BROOO'S THE ENTIRE CIRCUS MY GODDD