
the FL is becoming more and more self absorbed and her overthingking is giving me stress...
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self absorbed? it's her own death that she's worried about. ofc she's going to despair if it turns out that her efforts were for naught and that she was unable to prepare for something completely unknown to her. I'm just waiting to see her collect herself again and this moment of weakness doesnt make her a self absorbed person.

Yeah...please tell me if i forgot, but why in the world did she marry that guy anyway? If she really wanted to live, she should have declined the marriage proposal...it's not like her family is poor or in debt or something...she inserted herself into the narrative herself...from what i remeber, no one forced her into it...her dad was like hey wanna marry the emperor and she was like yeah sure...and now she's like this...and being in her head is so stressful...she just thinks of the same things over and over again...it's triggering my own anxieties...haha!

If their family was significan enough to be chosen as the in-laws of an emperor, they should be powerful enough to decline the order...aaand from what i remember, the emperor didn't want to marry anyone but the nobles made him so he set those rules and the FL was the only one who accepted the...it wasn't really an order...
I'm so happy for Jean...
you mean horse jean
İs that man jean