
"i REALLY wanted to immerse myself in this manhwa since i like the plot so far but it's giving inuyasha vibes like... I CANNOT. i'm at ch 73 and at this point, i just pity my baby terriod and maybe i'll just accept the fact that astina can go fuck her past lover's grave so she can move on"
is what I said when I read this back in march last year. I'm at ch 160 now and... idk im just so sad for sweet terriod. Ofc im also sad abt martina/astina's circumstances bc if we read the story from her POV in her past life, maybe we wouldn't be sympathizing with terriod so much. Idek how they're gonna resolve this problem, but I'm glad the truth finally came out. It was unfair for Terriod to not know about his uncanny similarity to Theodore.
I almost dropped this before and gave it a 3-star rating. I'll let this manhwa finish and maybe re-read it in the future again... who knows?

did the art style change??
spoilers in recent chapters (75-83)
anw im glad kynell confronted the mom about the contraceptive tea instead of blaming our precious FL immediately but what he said about there being "other ways" to have children was not it.
their last argument in the training hall is valid. i just don't like how FL never gave ML a chance to speak up, but it's understandable bc she gave him so much time to do so. ML on the other hand still sucks at communication when he already knows how much FL values it. can't blame him bc of his lifelong trauma, but he should've at least tried harder for their relationship if he liked her so much.
we all know this is gonna be resolved eventually though so it's all good hehe

The tea incident isn’t his fault, but in the context of their relationship, he handled it in the worst possible. If we portioned out responsibility for unnecessary drama, Tia creates 5%, family and society cause 20%, and Kynel generates a whopping 75%. The issue here wasn’t the tea, it was the hurtful way he responded and how he disrespected her.

Yes! And he disrespected her even before she went to see Miss Heart. And she was still willing to trust him, talk it out and wait until he was ready to tell her stuff himself. The funeral delayed things but she was patient. She was patient even when he decided to avoid her despite his promise to be a good husband. She was the one going after him after a week waiting for him to stop avoiding her. But he had to be a jerk again and say all that stupid stuff about the baby!!! Seriously... Even if she wasn't with child, that's very hurtful the way hé said it. So, yes, how can we blame her? She exploded about the father situation but it wasn't about it. It was everything else on top of it AND she is hormonal. I hope she and the baby are fine ┗( T﹏T )┛

I let this marinate for too long but it still isn't finished.
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Agree with a post I saw about this just being tragedy and MCs are just trauma bonding. I actually thought Dullan (the priest) would be the male lead. I even hoped he would. This is so nerve-wracking and I genuinely want FL to be happy. Idek if that's still possible after everything she's been through, and this is only her POV from her 100th regression. Imagine if the whole novel/manhwa started from her original timeline and we saw how things unfolded for her until the present or 100th regression. I'd go fucking feral like her too.
i absolutely adore this manhwa, but tbh im sad about the ml ╥﹏╥