Utena22 April 5, 2025 6:25 am

I feel so much dread for Kay. I saw something in the comments about a bowl. But decided to ignore it. But oh god it's bad. I already didn't like the duke as a character I thought he looked very different and beautiful from other leads. But that's all the compliments I could spare cause I found his character to be vile. It's the same trope as many other mangas/man has, which is disappointing. I could not warm up to his character not just for his actions. It is because of how the other characters reacted and thought about him, especially Kay.

He justifiably thinks the duke is a terrible human being, the sweet moments they share feel gross because moments before the duke does something awful against Kay's wishes. Everything he does that could be seen as kindness does not feel genuine because he always has a selfish motive behind it. He does not care for people unless it serves him. I said a quiet "Oh no" to myself when that bowl scene came up. Imma continue reading it just to see how it ends, but it won't mean I'll feel good about it.

It's like witnessing a train wreck but unable to look away. Sometimes I wonder why I torture myself. Idk why this hit me so deeply. Maybe because I found Kay to be a relatable and likable character despite him being so frustrating when it comes to combat and needing to be saved at every turn. Like cmon man pull your big boy boots on and show them what your made of!!! Beautiful art though. I would like to hear from others what they think. Pls, be respectful.

    Grimcheekr April 5, 2025 6:52 am

    ngl this gonna have major spoilers fr so if u dont wanna read it thats fine
    also I'm low-key being disrespectful fr,mb











    the characters pasts or personalities are glossed over throughout the novel and aren't built upon or revisited after a casual mention
    Kinda feels like author out it in to further the plot n not for character development
    because we miss out on who these ppl are and why they act the way they do, their relationship seems to remain the same (abuser n victim) even tho The Ziggiest Zagger does kinda fall in love. this is kinda looking u in the eye when Zigina forces Kay into marriage, and mc agrees on the sole basis that he literally cannot conceive (unfortunate pun) of any other option. I don't think I'm pulling this outta my ass cuz he reiterates his sense of helplessness in relation to his agreement of marriage when Zark Zuckerburg was like: I think ur trying to run away from me, but that's not gonna happen cuz who would take ur sorry ass in? everyone knows I'm the alpha emporer, and they don't want to see my angy wolf form. MC responds actually agrees with him for like the 3rd and last time in the book,as he's like "yeah I'm fucked fr" Zigrunt still does not consider mcs autonomy nor actually ruling his kingdom.
    I personally feel like he is in love, but is just such a large dick that he himself gets in the way of expressing or even thinking like non Geneva convention breaking thoughts towards kay.
    honestly, I hated the novel even more because of the way they treat their kid,but if I understand Kay's distain since he literally looks like kays abuser
    ALSO THERES FUCKING STEPBROTHER INCEST BULLSHIT AT THE END OF THE GODDAMN EPILOGUE
    THIS SHIT WAS SO ASS YET IT SOMEHOW MANAGED TO GET EVEN SHITTIER
    ALSO THE FAMILY FUCKER WAS ZIGCESTS BITCHASS RIGHT HAND MAN, WHO ALLOWED HIMSELF TO BE FUCKED N THEN MARRIED TO HIS STEPBROTHER FOR A FEW FUCKING DABLOONS
    ARE YOU KIDDING ME BRO
    WHAT

    Weeb224 April 5, 2025 8:34 am
    ngl this gonna have major spoilers fr so if u dont wanna read it thats finealso I'm low-key being disrespectful fr,mbthe characters pasts or personalities are glossed over throughout the novel and aren't built ... Grimcheekr

    Solar April 5, 2025 10:41 am
    ngl this gonna have major spoilers fr so if u dont wanna read it thats finealso I'm low-key being disrespectful fr,mbthe characters pasts or personalities are glossed over throughout the novel and aren't built ... Grimcheekr

    best narrator out there

    Utena22 April 7, 2025 3:36 pm
    ngl this gonna have major spoilers fr so if u dont wanna read it thats finealso I'm low-key being disrespectful fr,mbthe characters pasts or personalities are glossed over throughout the novel and aren't built ... Grimcheekr

    WTF. Thanks though. I suspected it would go that route.

Utena22 February 26, 2025 6:35 pm

I'm very much invested in this. This is a very soft and sweet romance.

Utena22 February 23, 2025 7:42 pm

Fuuuuuuuck Im invested ╥﹏╥

Utena22 February 20, 2025 8:40 pm

I really like the communication they both have with each other. So far, it's great. I love all the characters. I recommend.

Utena22 February 20, 2025 8:37 pm

This is just so cute and refreshing despite the serious and gruesome nature of it. I recommend 100%.

Utena22 January 15, 2025 10:46 pm

All of them are fr just shitty in their own way. The love triangle of shittyness if you can even call it that to begin with.

Utena22 January 15, 2025 8:36 pm

I'm genuinely concerned for MC. Cause the king is absolutely off his rockers. I didn't feel this sense of dread in a while. Of course, his appearance adds to his behavior, which makes it more uneasy. Looking at him, you can tell there is something off with him. I'm glad he doesn't look like the typical beautiful male character. It separates him from the rest. He stands out from all the other characters in this. I Hope MC somehow gets away, but I doubt it even if he does I hope something interesting comes out of it.

    Izumi-Chan January 15, 2025 8:44 pm

    Me too… Like the king is so unstable that he’s capable of one day snapping and killing Sam-myeon. I don’t see how they can be together not even stocklhom syndrome can justify this. Since it’s calle the heart of the lotus and that’s Sam-myeong maybe there’s hope of an scape, someone else who’ll be the endgame. If not maybe a reincarnation arc or Sam-myeong will be so broken that he will completely give up and surrender to this misery. I mean he’s practically blaming himself for something that’s not his fault at all.

    But at the same time he’s so strong willed that I don’t see or I want him to just give up. The king is too unstable and calling him a black flag at this point is an understatement. I hope they both get a peaceful ending because as fucked up as he is…He clearly has mental health problems and I can’t even imagine how it must be for him inside that brain. I can’t help but feel for him a bit in that aspect. HOWEVER it does not excuse what he’s done and hopefully he will be hold accountable for it

    Utena22 January 15, 2025 10:50 pm
    Me too… Like the king is so unstable that he’s capable of one day snapping and killing Sam-myeon. I don’t see how they can be together not even stocklhom syndrome can justify this. Since it’s calle the ... Izumi-Chan

    Yes, I am in total agreement with you. I really like how MC is very strong-willed but has a flaw in looking at the good side that doesn't or no longer exist. The emperor's behavior isn't his fault and I hope he realizes it in the future.

    Izumi-Chan January 16, 2025 1:09 am
    Yes, I am in total agreement with you. I really like how MC is very strong-willed but has a flaw in looking at the good side that doesn't or no longer exist. The emperor's behavior isn't his fault and I hope he... Utena22

    Yes and because he looks for the good in people I don’t want him to end up doing so whenever he finds out what happens to the ML or if there’s a coup de tat (he’s overthrown by his people). I don’t want him to feel pity and stay with him so I have hope Sam-myeong will see him for what he is and free himself or if someone offers to help him, he says yes.

Utena22 November 19, 2024 9:22 pm

The main couple gives me the ick. Has the body of a 20-year-old but the mentality of a 10-year-old. Doesn't know right from wrong and has been through too much at this point that it could continue to stunt his mental growth and make him even more dependent on Kinnard. Idk what to make of it. I've been told it gets somewhat better. The side piece Yexing and Shahid. They had a couple of red flags that made me uncomfortable, but I was able to read through and they had a couple of cute moments so i was wondering what happened to make Yexing to act like that towards Shahid until that one "scene" came.

I let out the damn biggest sigh known to man. If I was Yexing I would not want to be near that muthafucka for the rest of my life. The fact that Shahid continue to harass him years afterwards pisses me off. On God I hate that son of a bitch. Why? Why can't I have a wholesome relationship for once without any rape? Why is this trope so prevalent?

And to you muthafuckers that tell me "if you don't like it then dont read it" or "then cry about it" yall make me sick to the core to think shit like that is normal and just a small "obstacle" for the relationship. You're allowed to criticize a medium that you like or don't like if you read/ watched it. Don't take it as a personal attack. The tags said romance and historical so I expect that and of course i expected for some messed up things to happen. But not in the relationships themselves. The art of course is beautiful that it makes my inner artist jealous.

Ive read a lot of manhwas/mangas and its infuriating how popular it is cause it isnt romance its horror. Yexings and Lous reactions to it and afterwards are the main example. If it had more accurate tags like psychological and horror alongside it then I wouldn't be as pissed cause at least it acknowledges that some of the themes here aren't for the faint of heart and I would have accepted it.

Sorry for my yappin I didn't intend for it too get this long. Im open to hearing different opinions as long as its productive and not just hate. I have more to say but like i said this shit is too long. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

    chi December 4, 2024 5:42 am

    If you don’t like it then don’t read it

    yoongicheeks December 4, 2024 5:42 am

    Cry about it

    Utena22 December 5, 2024 12:04 am

    Fucking braindead, I swear. You guys make me feel smart.

    chi December 5, 2024 12:33 am
    Fucking braindead, I swear. You guys make me feel smart. Utena22

    You’re mad

    Utena22 December 5, 2024 2:23 am

    Yeah, sure, whatever makes you sleep at night. This isn't meant for you to take personally. I don't care if you like it or not it's not my business. As I said, people can criticize a piece of media, whether it's good or not. So sorry if you're all butthurt over it.
    ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

    yoongicheeks December 5, 2024 7:03 am
    Yeah, sure, whatever makes you sleep at night. This isn't meant for you to take personally. I don't care if you like it or not it's not my business. As I said, people can criticize a piece of media, whether it'... Utena22

    Wah wah wah you’re madddd

    puke O(≧∇≦)O December 14, 2024 7:18 am
    Fucking braindead, I swear. You guys make me feel smart. Utena22

    there's an unspoken rule about not critiquing rape on here istg 80% of mangago users are either super young and are both fascinated/unaware of how messed up these things are, or are just paraphilics who'll tell you ur just sensitive inresponse

    Utena22 December 15, 2024 1:28 am
    there's an unspoken rule about not critiquing rape on here istg 80% of mangago users are either super young and are both fascinated/unaware of how messed up these things are, or are just paraphilics who'll tel... puke O(≧∇≦)O

    Yeah (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ Your comment makes me feel sane again. I've seen way too many of these cave dwellers in comments. They try to make you feel bad for not liking that stuff, and they just repeat the same thing over and over again. They take it personally (╯°Д °)<

    yoongicheeks December 16, 2024 2:48 pm
    there's an unspoken rule about not critiquing rape on here istg 80% of mangago users are either super young and are both fascinated/unaware of how messed up these things are, or are just paraphilics who'll tel... puke O(≧∇≦)O

    Nobody cares about them criticizing rape. Shahid is a bum and loser lmao. But it’s so stupid to write a rant this long in the comments and not expect to get made fun of

    yoongicheeks December 16, 2024 2:49 pm
    Yeah (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ Your comment makes me feel sane again. I've seen way too many of these cave dwellers in comments. They try to make you feel bad for not liking that stuff, and they just repeat the same ... Utena22

    Lmao ya maddddd

    Hyuuu December 25, 2024 4:50 am

    i wasn't sure if i wanted to start reading this story so i appreciate the critique don't listen to the haters and keep yapping (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    Horny Hamster December 25, 2024 10:27 pm

    I really do appreciate you ranting about this I was curious about this story as well! But of course there’s rape in it and of course there’s people always defending and getting butt hurt like children that we have an opinion/don’t like rape between the ml and mc… these people get off on rape and hate that we don’t romanticize it/get off on it like they do.

    Utena22 December 26, 2024 10:04 pm
    I really do appreciate you ranting about this I was curious about this story as well! But of course there’s rape in it and of course there’s people always defending and getting butt hurt like children that... Horny Hamster

    Thanks. You and the other comment. I appreciate it (⌒▽⌒)

    じんし January 6, 2025 11:21 am

    I come in peace. Just wanted to clarify and give food for thought.... Lou isn't mentally a 10 year old. It's that he only has the education and mannerisms of a 10 year old at the age of 20. Think of the difference between an adult with the mental disability who cannot learn or function past that of a 10 year old, versus a 10 year old who survived in his own in a forest for ten years. His mind functions as an adult. He just didn't get the fine tuning people get like editing what they say to the situation. I do agree that his trauma heavily weighs on him, but it's not like Kenny ignored it and just started jumping his bones. Kenny repeatedly said no and gently made boundaries for Lou to stop his advances. Kenny only gave in once Lou clearly stated his understanding of consent and what it means to be intimate. Their relationship is far from perfect and I get you having fault with them, but they can't be held to today's understanding of trauma and mental health. This story takes place about a 100 years ago. I hope you are able to give them a little grace. Kenny did the best he could with the knowledge he had.
    Raman and Yexing... I don't think Shahid is a monster but I do not deny he's messed up in big ways. I was quite disappointed in him seeing that. I felt grateful when Kenny punched him because it felt like I got to punch him too. I can understand a bit how it happened, and I can understand how/why Yexing forgave him.
    If you want some green flag stories, let me know. I can make you a list from the one I've read.

    Utena22 January 8, 2025 8:51 am
    I come in peace. Just wanted to clarify and give food for thought.... Lou isn't mentally a 10 year old. It's that he only has the education and mannerisms of a 10 year old at the age of 20. Think of the differe... じんし

    I might not agree with everything, but I understand your perspective and totally respect it. I just tend to have a very low tolerance and patience for BS. I wish some people could have the amount of maturity you have shown in your reply. I do try to give the benefit of the doubt to see the characters progress, but if a certain amount of chapters go by with no change to one's actions and words. I think you would understand that it does get tiring and a bit repetitive. I've read a lot of mangas/manwhas over the years that contained the same trope that it all blended together with me, and I think I hit my breaking point with this. It's a good thing I took a break from this to gather all my thoughts.

    Yes, if you don't mind, send me some of your personal favorite green flag recommendations, pls! I've been going down the gutter recently and have not come out with treasure.┗( T﹏T )┛

    じんし January 8, 2025 10:12 am
    I might not agree with everything, but I understand your perspective and totally respect it. I just tend to have a very low tolerance and patience for BS. I wish some people could have the amount of maturity yo... Utena22

    I get the burn out. I've been there lately myself, so I get how it blends together and it's like- all these characters suck!! I get it... Trust me. I think I'm able to give this story some grace because it's helped me heal from my own trauma. I've referenced it a lot in therapy. But no worries. It's totally cool if you disagree with everything. I like seeing viewpoints different than my own. A lot of commenters come off like their opinion is fact. It's also painfully obvious that of these people shouldn't be reading these stories be it age or maturity, but I digress.... Gimme a bit and I'll pull together a list. ■ will be complete and □ will be ongoing.

    じんし January 8, 2025 11:57 am
    I might not agree with everything, but I understand your perspective and totally respect it. I just tend to have a very low tolerance and patience for BS. I wish some people could have the amount of maturity yo... Utena22

    Not in any particular order......
    ■Park Hanhoo's Manager
    ■Love Tractor
    ■Tadaima, Okaeri
    ■Kiraide Isasete (Hate Me, but Let Me Stay)
    □Two Sizes, Too small
    ■Men's Wear Store and "Her Royal Highness"
    □The Insatiable Man
    ■Swing Baby
    □Kamisama no Uroko (The Dragon's Betrothed)
    □Therapy Game & Therapy Game Restart
    □Birds of Shangri-la (Shangri-la no Tori)
    □Yoake no Uta (Lullaby of The Dawn)
    ■Shima-chan Chi no Tsugai Jijou
    □Megumi and Tsugumi
    □Houkago no Etude (After School Etude)
    □Surge Towards You
    ■Monster and The Beast
    ■□Sayonara Game Series (Sayonara Game, Change World 1 & 2, Love Nest 1 & 2, Love Nest 2nd 1 & 2, Engage 1 & 2)
    ■You Own My All (reincarnated so there's that "mistake" he's rectifying but their 2nd life together is so wholesome and happy together.)
    ■The King's Maker (Triple Crown, the continuation, is good, but I think it doesn't hold a candle to the original. Definitely lots of stuff happening, but the couple really is great. It's in my top 10)
    ■Rumspringa no Joukei
    ■Dear Gene (you can read it by itself, but it makes more sense if you read Rumspringa first. I cried... it's heartbreaking but so good. also in my top 10)
    I hope the list helps. I put a lot of titles in case you've read some of them

    Utena22 January 8, 2025 11:14 pm
    Not in any particular order...... ■Park Hanhoo's Manager ■Love Tractor■Tadaima, Okaeri■Kiraide Isasete (Hate Me, but Let Me Stay)□Two Sizes, Too small■Men's Wear Store and "Her Royal Highness"□The... じんし

    Ooooh, nice thank you so much. I've read some of these, so I know you have good taste!! Dear Gene is also one of my favorites!! I never view my opinion as fact and try not to cross that line. Like you, I do want to know everyone's viewpoints, whether I agree or not. As long as they are respectful. I think it helps me open myself up to more stuff I wouldn't be open to. Of course, like any other person on this site, I'm no saint and do like some toxic Yuri's and Yaois. Cause drama, and I like to torture myself. I hope you do well in life as well as therapy. Cause I know that shit ain't easy. So hold soldier, you're not alone!!! Thanks again for your recommendations (⌒▽⌒)

    Pizzahut January 21, 2025 8:53 am
    Nobody cares about them criticizing rape. Shahid is a bum and loser lmao. But it’s so stupid to write a rant this long in the comments and not expect to get made fun of yoongicheeks

    Ummm... So people can't right a comment that actually says something intectual without getting made fun of by you pea brained shit heads?

Utena22 October 26, 2024 8:09 pm

The black-haired chick is opening something in me that I never fully explored. Would anyone be able to recommend something similar to this? I want to see more of Yuri with the masculine and feminine pair dynamics.

Utena22 October 22, 2024 5:08 pm

Am I the only one who is weirded out that Kinard is kind of taking advantage of a 20-year-old who has the mind of a 10-year-old? I'm still reading in hopes that Lou will grow more maturely and fit his age. So, can someone tell me if he ever left that child mindset? Cause it kinda feels odd.

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