atp tay falling for ilay is just a result of stockholm syndrome… which is kinda sad if u think about it.
kind of feels like that ;-;
Fits into the category of "blonde crazy top" story type
that’s one hell of a roller coaster of emotions i’ve experienced and i never felt so conflicted (in a good way) upon reading this. i was already ugly crying bc i thought they’d both be dead and that’s the ending (tho im fine with that ending too). the art, storyline with substance and angst, character’s visuals are all so amazing. also the way the author touched an uncomfortable topic and the words utsumi said for us to understand a victim’s trauma and pain strike to me. kinda wished there are more chapters to show how is their relationship after.
wow the bar is hell for tay to actually say at least ilay does an aftercare after they do it. poor tay
i wanna say a lot of things bc this story is really good i love it so much!!! T-T also maybe my hunch was right that his middle school friend b*llied him bc he’s just indenial of his own feelings towards akira or he don’t want to realize it or he’s just downright douchebag.
i agree, bro really was in denial of his own feelings towards akira
life’s gewd and u get to enjoy a story like this if u don’t listen to the ppl in the comments telling u it’s boring for them 0:)
is uke’s head doesn’t hurt from all the overthinking thoughts going around in circles then going back to square one bc my head sure did -_-
the seme’s redemption/chasing should’ve been longer bc the uke doesn’t deserve to be dumped like that. sigh
kirino knows he might be just a replacement for miyashita… what if that’s truly the case :(
also i read this with strangers - ethel cain on my mind. TEARS