
I hesitated sooo long to open this seeing it was the last chapter of the season. But I like it lmao, knocking that twink out, just a little unsatisfied because I’ve been wanting to know what’s inside Nanjo’s head, however, we’re probably gonna get that next season. I’m just so thirsty over this, this manhwa puts me on edge like no other, and Meokyeon’s obsession is so valid or rather understandable given how addicting Nanjo can be. I’m thinking the next season Nanjo will start to crave, as he already started, Meokyeon’s touch, and won’t like him yet romantically until the middle of the next season when Meokyeon’s shows how much he wants to take care of Nanjo and give him love rather than just sex.
I think Sunhwa for Nanjo was just a source of validation for his own self worth, I don’t think Nanjo has any sort of romantic attachment towards him, Sunhwa seems to be just an extension of Nanjo’s psyche that he wants to replace with his “worthiness” as a person. We may need like a backstory of Nanjo, given he’s from a big family, his feelings could’ve been disregarded or he probably grew up with an emotional gap, as we can see in how proper he is. He’s basically using Sunhwa just like Sunhwa is using him, but he doesn’t know this himself. Meokyeon’s definitely aware of it though, he’s really good at reading people. At the end of this chapter when we see Nanjo apologizing, I feel like he wasn’t apologizing to Sunhwa specifically because of what happened, but in a way he mentally proves himself to be unworthy because he couldn’t fulfill the expectations he set for himself through being with Sunhwa. Or rather the relationship ended before he could prove himself or his worth. So he’s farewelling to the hopes of that. But I believe in the next season, Meokyeon may be able to help Nanjo with that, but in a much more different way.