
I think there's two options about seungho's past :
-the "disease" could be him being gay. I think he told his father about his feeling or whatever and this homophobic mf took him to see a doctor coz he's "mentally ill". Which could explain why the doc said he wasn't ill. Maybe Seungho went mad coz of all the pressure and stuff and now that he's far from his father he lives a life of debauchery with mens to sort of "provoke" him coz he knows that the servant or whatever tf is tell all this to his father.
OR
-I really hope that it isn't it God pls. Maybe someone sexually assaulted him or raped him when he was younger. I'm in psychology faculty and we studied some post traumatic desorders and usually the victim suffer from insomnia, hallucinations, panic attacks... Sometimes a victime of rape or sexually abuses at a young age forget all this for a certain time and suddenly remember when they are being a adult or with a certain experience (sex with the partner often). Maybe he remembered when he turned 20 or something and that coulb be why the doctor saw him "the second time" in a euphoric state.
I think this 2 options would be closer to the plot in my opinion, btw sorry if I made any mistakes don't hesitate to tell me thanksss :))

Is everyone gonna ignore that this manga is based on rape??? Like is that shit funny?? These girls are raping boys in their school and these mfs are accepting that fact like it's normal? It's so wrong!! The auteur is fucked up in the head I swear. The whole thing is turned out like a joke "oh look these females are chasing a boy to rape him cause they're horny af lol" but no!! It's not funny this is problematic. I only read 3 chapters and I was so uncomfortable. I read yall comments and I feel like I'm the only one who think that. Excuse me but females who do rape is a fucking CRIME. And I feel so sorry for the boys who accept their fate and try to pursue a normal school life in fear of being raped. I can't.

that's what the manga is about, corrupted system. Mizutani later in 2020 update shows he's slowly trying to abolish the system, but shit happened

But what kind of plot is that? I mean it's gross. Actually I found this manga from a ad in a shoujou manga you see. So I thought that maybe young girls could see it and they could imagine that it's okay. I don't know how to say it I'm not very good with english sorry but I wanna say that this manga can be a bad influence for younger girls than us. They don't know what is wrong or right. This kind of story should be canceled in my opinion.

I'm tired of these yaoi which start with molesters or has a part with molester and the uke is doing OK like "oh it's normal" and want to fuck the seme after the crime because yes for God's sake it's a crime. One day I was in the metro and a fucking filthy bastard was rubbing himself against me and I was so shocked and disgusted i didn't do anything I couldn't escape because there was so many people I couldn't move. And the worst is that a guy was matching me and didn't save me. After this I was like a stone I didn't eat nor talk I was repeating in my mind "I'm filthy I'm filthy I need to wash myself I wanna puke it's disgusting". I was 15 years old. So I'm angry that some author turn this into a big joke. Everyday many women live the same thing I was enduring that day. And I don't wish anyone to experience this. It's just horrible.
Sorry if I have made mistakes I'm not fluent in English.
The way my mom says the same shit to me I-