I'm a little bit stupid and my english is horrible. could someone tell me what this story means?
This is gonna be long, even though I just bared the bones, and left all the juicy bits out -the psychology and emotion which drove the characters-
The first king, Madeth, and his right hand Lavlan were childhood friends and had a close, though toxic, relationship.
Madeth has always been the one to reap the benefits of Lavlan's victories because Lavlan would give him all the credit.
Lavlan had the ability to see spirits and knew Madeth was loved by them, and even though he was the one to put the crown on the king's head, he felt envious.
In walks Prima who ended up becoming queen and destroying their relationship by planting a seed of doubt in Madeth, who suspected Lavlan of being the biological father of Perseus, the first born prince. This was untrue as Prima failed to seduce Lavlan who then proceeded to call her a whore in the most pleasant way possible.
Lavlan, incapable of forgiving Madeth's lack of trust, left the castle which lead to the slow decline of the kingdom due to the fact that he was the one who took care of everything connected to ruling, except for sitting on a throne. He worked in the village when, 13 years later, Perseus came seeking answers about the rumor that he wasn't really the king's child, but a bastard.
That idea was planted in the prince's head by his aid, Toe, who was the late Queen's half brother and wanted to rule the kingdom himself. Perseus believed him because he was starved of affection and treated rather poorly in the castle due to Madeth's inability to love him while showering his second child with affection. Which was all the more complicated by Perseus' ability to see the angel Lavlan had talked about with Madeth all the time.
Fast forward a few more years, Perseus stole the throne and threw Madeth into a dungeon, manipulated and later betrayed by Toe who was also, apparently, drugging him.
Perseus fell into madness and killed Toe after suspecting Toe's real intentions once he noticed the angel always leaves in his presence, which was something that also happened in the presence of the late queen Prima.
In that time Lavlan decided that the only way to save the kingdom was to become king himself, and finally arrived in the castle to find a mad Perseus on the throne and Madeth imprisoned.
Lavlan ruled and was loved by the people untill his death.
And never again was the angel seen.
I've been a fujoshi for a while now and my cup of tea is a hardcore, twisted, and dark yaoi manga but how could my heart doesn't ready for the next chapter??? I'm really afraid for Tomohiko to get hurt again and afraid that something terrible would happen to Yuzu and Tomohiko's relationship. My kokoro isn't ready to see what's going to happen. I wish this will end here when they are still at their happiest :""""""""
Okay so I don't know why, I keep getting more and more worry about ahjussi. He gets creepier and creepier each chapter. First of all, he tracked down Yoo Il, kept checking Yoo Il's phone secretly, made an appointment on the same day as Yoo Il's trip, and last, started to put blindfold on Yoo Il ( I might be reaching but I kinda get a dark vibe from ahjussi since they started dating. Maybe this manga will get more psychological and darker than I expected?)
But one thing for sure, ahjussi will get into serious problem with this kinda behavior. Ah my Yoo Il, he's too naive...
Yeah i do agree with the statement, apart from one thing. I don't think the guy is into BDSM or a pervert like that. He said(thought) that he didn't want yoo il SEEİNG his wrinkles I guess. Though it does further support how uncomfortable the situation is since the guy is so old that he has wrinkles
the thing is though 40 is not that old XD like let say 50-60. you can't even compare it XDD has for the BDSM, well I didn't really care about that part to be honest. it just was weird and not fit the mood but I just kept going and ignore it cause it was stupid ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ then again couples do like to try new things in their time in bed, so who are we to come to their bed and judge them if they have a good time? not me ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ I don't really care if both enjoy it.
ahhh is that so? I'm glad that I was just overthinking things hahahahaha. talking about the dad,well, I somehow still feel anxious lol I still doubt wether the ahjussi has moved on entirely from the dad or just half-assing his relationship lololol but then again, it might be just me overthinking things lol
It doesn't matter for me either but I just somehow hmmmm I just don't want my naive and innocent yoo il to get stained lol no really, it's maybe because I don't really sure about ahjussi's feeling. He seems like hasn't over the dad? I don't know I just feel anxious the whole time reading this for no apparent reason lolol
Ehhz I've been kinda feeling weird about this story since I actually ship the dads together and just see yoo il as both their sons. And even if this story continued, I honestly would want yoo il on top BeCAUSE then it would make me feel more used to the story but since its not like that, it kinda ... İdk, weirds me out ? Since it makes the old guy look bad, or makes him look kinda like he is being manipulative and such
I love this girl at first because I can kinda relate to her but the more chapter I read, the bigger hate I have for this girl smh JUST.GET.YOUR.SHIT.TOGETHER.AND.TREAT.YOUR.FCKN.BOYFRIEND.RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!
she's too naive, annoyingly dense, too spoiled, too selfish, too..too.... gggh I can't. the only thing that keeps me going is senpai. I hope he'll get what he deserves :"""" He's too good for anybody in this manga :"









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I just read chp 17 raw and wondering if haruki chooses hikaru instead of senpai at the end. I used google translate for the last 5 pages only because man this shit is tiring af. So, from what I got, it seems like senpai got rejected and what happen next still confuse me. I just got that haruki told hikaru that he told everything to his mom and blame himself for being the main cause of her death. After that it blurs..... I remember there were some flashback about their first encounter which when hikaru fell in love with haruki. The last page is just "Hikaru Hikaru". Please tell me they don't get together....
apparently, not hikaru hikaru but illuminate my light (from google translate lol)
I'm so scared ;-; please, let it end with him being with senpao, that's all I ask for.
I'm so sorry but it seems it doesn't go that way :"""""""