
I wouldn’t be able to get there. I would be jealous and I would keep separating myself from whatever version of myself had a relationship with him. We wouldn’t be able to start off from square one and build a relationship because I’d have no intention of getting back to the me he fell in love with cause I don’t know that person and I’d probably feel constantly compared to the person I use to be and just give up.
Like is this going to give me some weird fetishes that I don’t already have? Like I cannot in good conscience read this with the already long list of fetishes I already have if it is going to add even more kinky or shit to that list that there is not content for me to consume. Like the cover is scaring me is that dude being milked?! am I gonna try to milk my husband tonight? Maybe!
Go freaky, go freaky. Just keep the boundary of realism healthy, porn addiction is still addiction and it sucks!
See I don’t be seeing what I read as porn. It’s kinda like soap operas cause the kids commandeered my TV for baby shark. Like I wouldn’t be able to sit in my living room with my family chillin if it was porn. I might have to save this one for bed with my husband.
Totally understand you, this story is way too mature to be read where innocents (kids,people who aren't into this topics etc) can see. I'm single so I read in during night in the comfort of my own room, but if you're okay with sharing space with your husband while reading this maybe that could work. Still, I'd keep it on my personal devices that I don't share around with others (maybe you can read on incognito mode that auto shut the site out when app closes?)
Yeah sounds like a plan! I start shutting stuff like a ninja no problem! I’ll save it for another time haha