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23 12,2023
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Tearjerking,Thought provoking,Emotional rollercoaster of BL mangas ranging from normal stories with a Dark tone to Extremely Twisted plots & characters.

DISCLAIMERSome mangas have very disturbing contents like - incest, rape, orgy, abuse, polyamorous relations, different types of psychosexual disorders. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.


***REVIEW NOTES***
- pairings,tag/descriptions,mild spoilers,my thoughts on the manga
<- mangas having TRAGIC END
<- HIGHLY disturbing content WARNING

19 12,2023
Xiajun created a topic of Devil on Top

why do i feel the author is writing this story while on meth

Xiajun created a topic of Our Sunny Days

THIS ISNT SHOUNEN AII AJJAJAJAALSSNSD

Xiajun created a topic of MADK
Xiajun created a topic of Under the Green Light

ok hear me out...i dropped this for some reason i dont remember now i was about to reread this but i saw a reel and people are commenting as if one of them is dead like huh what-

if someone read the raws can you please clarify? the story is great but i aint reading it if its tragic

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if your enjoying life and all the happy things are happening and you dont even get the time to think about the negative stuff.. thats when you catch a glimpse of yourself looking pretty/cute/stunning. like youre eating well, sleeping well having no mental/physical issues...but if youre in one of your depressing phrases and you find yourself lookin......
Xiajun answered question about question
if your enjoying life and all the happy things are happening and you dont even get the time to think about the negative stuff.. thats when you catch a glimpse of yourself looking pretty/cute/stunning. like youre eating well, sleeping well having no mental/physical issues...but if youre in one of your depressing phrases and you find yourself lookin......
Xiajun created a topic of Profundis
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recommend me something that will make me cry a lot genre doesnt matter

Xiajun asked a question

Something like Into the rose garden? Shit made me cry harder than my own breakup but sometimes crying is a good thing :D i dont really want to reread it yet but i still want to traumatise myself with something new :')

Xiajun created a topic of ENNEAD

OK but i keep thinking about this. I know this story is very different from the original story but Horus will become a God in the end right. Like i doubt he will continue being a demigod and not only Iris and the others wont allow it, BUT HORUS IS AN IMPORTANT GOD he literally has to become a God. I am so curious what will happen then, like he will forget all his feelings for Seth like Anubis and will he like get manipulated by Iris or Osiris and hate Seth? I am so curious to know what will happen

Xiajun created a topic of The best luck of my life

I KNOW THIS STARTED WEIRD but it became so good i thought it would be a fluffy manhwa but then the seme had to ruin it :0 the uke literally feels forced to go with him and that thing isnt love smh (i literally had a similar experience and gosh how i hated it) i wish this was fluffy instead :/

Xiajun answered question about character obsession
Most people here are pedos, like look at the top replies, and that one dude who called you a creepy stalker for spreading awareness about pedos? Im really sorry but spreading awareness about pedophilia in a community full of pedos is useless ON SIDE NOTE i hope this may stop some underage users on mangago from potential grooming
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Any bl where seme is a jerk to uke and something bad happens to uke and seme regrets

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Looking for a BL, dont judge me sorry :')
Basically theres a black haired yakuza who is our uke and he had sex with our yellow haired seme and he falls for our seme and trusts him too much. Later the seme betrays and all the members of the uke's gang gets killed but seme doesnt kill uke but lets his gang members rape him, so yea endless chapters of uke getting raped and how uke still cant really hate seme -_-

this manhwa was actually popular when it came out and was on featured for weeks but after that gangrape shit and character development going backwards literally everyone including me dropped it. the only reason im looking for it is my coping behaviour when everything in life goes shit is i like to traumatise myself more so yea....