
For someone like me who is constantly pushed into believing that I cannot anticipate the good things or something bad would happen which indeed does end up happening, I resonated with Miki a lot. It's like unless I expect the absolute worst of a situation I can never ever witness something good. So, I am forced to believe and live in a constant state of fear. It's honestly very exhausting and even when I tell people about it they just disregard it as something trivial or something "in my head". God sometimes I wonder why I had to be this unfortunate and why things always go downhill whenever I expect something good. I hope one day I can find a way out of this.
I hope one day I wouldn't have to restrict myself from feel happiness in fear that it might end up being ruined.
This manga was soul touching for me.
Reading this made me sick to my stomach. It's just so dark and inhumane. The absolute rush of shock I felt when Diana entered the room full of prisoners. It saddened me even more how those two girls still tried to keep each other alive and stay happy even in such a horrendous situation.