Ex-prostitute bottom with a lot of mental scars putting a facade and powerful mad top who can do anything yet he is also kind and considerate to the people he holds dear. This is actually giving the og pearl boy.
Why brett cannot truly let go everything and enjoy those little dates w hayden, like why everything needs to be calculated like a chess move. He is so emotionally constipated.
Knowing seojin's personality, he either truly doesnt remember the kiss due to the curse or he is saying that he doesnt remember just to avoid his feelings and what would come after it.
I'm thinking this, too. If it were the latter, it would make sense; he has a habit of running away and not taking charge. It's like he's afraid of fully accepting what he feels for yoon-hee.
"Let me rape you to prove that you raped me!" ahhh