
I finally read the end! I like how you can't tell where the real world ends and the game begins. I've played tons of otome games in my life and you really get caught up in these 2D romances. I even wonder if the flashback is accurate or framed through Tsutomu's otaku vision. The mind of an otaku is quite an... enigma. I cringed so hard at some parts, but some in a good way like "damn, that's fricken me." Don't appreciate the mid part but what can you do. Sensei hit a little too close to home, but that shows that she understands the life
We need that spin-off tho with Onii-san, seriously

Many years ago I was swept up by this manga because I adored everything Yusa Kouji is involved in (he voices Reiichirou). But as I got older I saw the imperfections. The pairing isn't an ideal functioning relationship but they're complementary. Reiichirou is naive, awkward, and stubborn compared to experienced, confident and adaptable Jinnai. Reiichirou is also more emotionally mature and rational than he appears while Jinnai is exposed to be very impatient, hypocritical, and immature despite being the older one. They say opposites attract and you want someone that completes you, but in reality both should bring something positive to the table and unfortunately in the last volume, looks like only Reiichirou is trying. He's so understanding of Jinnai while the opposite can't really be said. It's still an entertaining read after all these years

Call me crazy but the euphoria scene with Ikuina was captivating in the game. The grays of the manga don't capture the beauty and madness in the game. That scene did something to me. Even though Towa granted his wish and kind of broke him, I wanted to see more of Ikuina and what they could do together. He was so cute. Could've been like a Noiz bad ending, but I'm for all for it

So many hopes and promises for the future ...wasted. Mamiya spent so much time trying to keep him alive, they didn't have a lot of time at the end. I can't bear it. I can't stop crying. I did the same at one point, trying so hard for weeks; unable to sleep because I was afraid to wake up and they'd be gone. I think a lot of us had or will do the same with loved ones. And then the cremation...
At least Mamiya didn't spend all that time as if Sada was on borrowed time. At least they spent most of it just going day to day. It might seem like each day is taken for granted, but its better to live not worrying when you'll die. Sada appreciated everything Mamiya did despite his sour attitude and nihilism.
Man, I need someone like that. Someone that will cause the end of the world for me, even if it's impossible. The thought is beautiful
I usually don't like omegaverse but if there's animal characteristics, I'm totally into it. This one so far is cool. I think it's cuz it makes more sense to me or feels more justified when they become enslaved to their animal instincts *wink wink. Or maybe cuz the first one I read and really liked was Sex Pistols which hit 20 this year (goddang!)