Dem Feler's Topics (915)

Nonexistent you mean

Hahaa xD
It quit!

it cleanse and purifies my yaoi, smut, josei, adult twisted heart every time i read it lol

That's right! Although, at the same time, it levels up my ideal so that my standards become too high and I might never have a boyfriend anymore xD

FOR REAL! 2D anime bf is the only answer lol

Hahah true xD

Some kind of holy water

The temporary cleansing manga we read after yaoi/other f'd up shit XD

Children are surprisingly stupid at times... like an unnatural type of stupid

To top that of she is an adult in a child's body

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Precisely! She's an adult! I'm a bit disappointed with how that part was portrayed.

For real. I even did a double take in reading that part. It supposed to be her 2nd life, but she hide the scars because she believe that it is embarrasing to say.... lmao

To give her the benefit of the doubt, it could be something she never knew about in her previous life either. She could have believed it was something everyone went through and just didn't talk about - especially given how she was treated in her previous life, it's not so surprising that her standards of how everyone acts is pretty low

I also think it’s weird at first, and double read to make sure I’m understanding it correctly. But at the same time I feel like it’s possible to happen in real life. If someone tells you that you are worthless, ever since you are little, and no one change that view of yours, or basically you just unconsciously accept and don’t question it (very toxic environment). Perhaps it could happen. Still shocking though.

yeah it's just weird.. from what I remember from the last chapters, I thought she didn't say about the abuse and scars because she doesn't want to inconvenience the brothers since first brother are already busy enough and 2nd brother and 3rd brother are traumatized... and I also think that she just doesn't want the brothers to take the side of their aunt because she is not blood related to them. So yeah I'm just weirded out why she's saying that...

I mean she's living as a noble now and in that world she might have thought that it would be common sense amongst the nobles and that she didnt know because she was a commoner before. She also wasn't close enough to anyone to tell them what she was going through especially in her past life. So to try to fit in she believed the aunt who would, in her eyes be an expert in the ways of the nobles even though she WAS outright abusive.

she grew up with that thought being natural. even as an adult, im sure she never once realized that it was wrong. and even though she did come back to her child self, im sure that those ideas were repeated to her, only enforcing the idea that it's shameful.

Exactly. If you learn something incorrectly in your first life, you'll keep on making the same mistakes until someone helps correct you. Hari wasn't close enough to anyone in her past life that she could talk about her punishments with so it makes sense that she never learned that it wasn't something she was supposed to endure. She thought that it was normal for children to be punished that way and that it was embarrassing for another to see the scars since it serves to show your past mistakes

Yes!! That’s what I thought too!

I agree with you all. It's possible she didn't learn that on her first life. It's jist so unbelievable to live up to adulthood and be inclined to believe people who you know have bad attitude or have reason to lie.