
Like dude?? He is such a green flag he's (the top) is so patient with his boyfriend, like I could never be in a relationship w someone like that but dude that's real love right there. Not only does he try his best to fit what his boyfriend is playing but he's also sincerely trying to make it work and make him happy even if he doesn't love what they're playing rn and his feelings never change at all like what else is a green flag??

I read a lil on the novel, the seme wasn't supposed to be this crazy. So many scenes of the uke and seme bantering wholesomely and maybe sometimes funny sexual scenes aren't added, in the end of chap 25, seme wasn't supposed to choke uke, he was supposed to kiss him and hug him for comfort, then tell him Abt how seme was also like uke when he first slashed zombies too or smth

What I know:
1. The cause of everything was because of a lab experiment that failed or smth
2. The seme deffo regresses or comes back whenever the uke dies.
What I think:
1. I think that the seme was a part/cause of the lab experiment, which is why he refused to talk about it or looks like he's on edge whenever it's mentioned.
2. I really want to believe that the reason he's keeping uke alive is because he loves him, but I have this feeling/ suspicion that he's only keeping him alive because he's tired of regressing
3. The scars seme has are all indications of how he died.
4. I think semes behavior is definitely understandable, imagine watching someone you love die and having to go through it all again will definitely make you go crazy, legit I would too. I'd be so tired of my beloved die only to regress and experience it all again .
5. I feel like the ending will be sad for some reason, I'm imagining something like uke will die and then seme will go back and he'll have to sadly do it all again, start with how he met uke and it'll have the end scene like that. Idk. I just have a gut feeling. (I love and hate angst I'm sorry.)

Idk but the novel that I read was kinda an illegal version, but I do know that An Ze or little mushroom terms his little spore as his “baby” in the novel (≧▽≦). Irl, spores are basically like childre or babies of mushrooms because it is what mushrooms use to spread or add more of their kind so basically a baby. I remember that in the novel I read that he said “Our whole life is dedicated to protecting our spore” “Im finding my spore” “i need to find my spore, need to find my baby”
My heart swells for uke. He deserves so much better. And the development of the seme? From an immature horny kid to a genuine caring man is such a great relief (hopefully I wouldn't wanna take that back ever ) I'm looking forward to more tbh, and I hope that forward in looking at will be happy w them being together.