
my first BL I can't completely follow :_(

My advice, read once when it is completed, I binge read and now only 2 chapters are left I understood 98% of the story, it is a kind of slow pace healing for uke, he is confused and lost that's why the story may seems confusing and unable to follow but when you focus on small things, you will understand most of it and will enjoy it...
But, it is also matters on the taste

There's a reference to the movie The Outlaws (2017) in ch 6.
https://mydramalist.com/24206-crime-city
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