rereading this chapter and it’s obvious seoan never worked through his issues completely, he just isolated himself from his triggers and now that he’s out again he is spiralling and acting extremely obsessive. He is making plans about woowons future without even speaking to him first, he seems so attached to woowon he is willing to control him just to have him by his side. (Remember when he once said he left a relationship the second it didn’t go his way, but with woowon he will sure as hell try to make it his way).
it’s apparent he places all his self worth onto woowon and that is probably what going to cause issues in the future. im excited to see how woowon will react and will do once he realises that seoan is just out and about trying to control woowons future.
love the writing since it shows that getting into this relationship and falling in love didn’t “fix” seoan, he feels at peace with woowon but he’s scared now more than ever of being abandoned, he loves woowon and thats why he is so scared.
seoan thinking of woowon as a pushover and saying he’s going to “shape him” isn’t it at all, upi tweeted that seoan is becoming more and more like his father and it’s very apparent. he’s spiralling and even though I love his possessiveness he needs to realise he doesn’t own woowon, why wouldn’t woowon have an attachment to Korea? his mom is literally there? he needs to get it together
need my man Jo to realise his worth and get himself out of this situation, also need ian to stick to his resolve and leave, tj is not good for him and he is not good for tj.
so tired of woowon never being able to catch a break, it’s always one thing after another, he literally deserves the world yet stays being the punching bag every single chapter. My precious baby i hope after this damn storm he actually gets to see endless light and happiness.
“Gigolo” “greedy” “poor beggar” these people are absolutely fkn insane they should all just rot in hell wtf
they’re so comforting and beautiful I could cry I love them soooo
some of y’all in the comments are reading the story with their eyes closed fr. Woowon is not spineless and he’s not weak, he’s extremely strong for having been through all that he has and yet coming out so kind and compassionate. Just cause he isn’t aggressive doesn’t make him weak. And pls “just get a backbone” ?? It’s called having low self worth after all the trauma he has been through like what do u guys even mean? do you guys realise different people act and behave differently to certain situations? or do y’all just expect everyone to act the same? mad weird
my sweet angel woowon is literally just the kindest and most beautiful soul, he deserves the world and yet this is the life he’s leading, put and end to his misery already
“That’s why I hated myself to death”
“That’s why I hated myself to death”
Oh.. idk but this kind of scares me
his face after cutting his hair lmfao this is lowkey one of the funniest manhwas I’ve read the facial expressions are always on point
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Since people in the comments want to discuss the upcoming chapters I thought I would give my two cents on it. Firstly it’s very noticeable that seoan hasn’t worked through his issues and only isolated himself from his triggers, now that he is out he seems to be spiralling/derailing without even noticing. woowon as usual is being the worlds punching bag and getting caught up in unfortunate shit left and right. the “sa” everyone’s talking about can be interpreted differently depending on the reader, I personally was uncomfy with it all but looking at it from woowons perspective he only told seoan to stop (THIS IS MY INTERPRETATION ON THE MATTER NOT A FACT) because seoan was hurting him self, borderline looked like self punishment/self harm from seoans side, woowon realised when looking at seoan that he was extremely insecure and therefore hugged him and told him everything he does with seoan is fine and that seoan is the most important person to him. Therefore i wouldn’t classify what happened as SA. But again everyone interprets everything differently and that scene in genereal was hard to watch generally. Good writing from upi though since it makes it obvious getting into this relationship didn’t make seoan magically lose his mental health issues.
Don’t think woowon would refer to this as SA but we will just have to wait and see, wish upi would’ve gone a different route since this actually shocked me but I guess they’re trying something new, a theme that’s a bit darker perhaps. It’s all very realistic behaviours so we will have to see what happens next.
having read the raws.. buckle up folks it’s gonna be a mess
“while i remain worthless” just k*ll me why don’t u
woowons insecurities are so extreme im so sad, seoan choose you there’s nothing woowon has to “prove” and i hope seoan makes that clear to him sooner rather than later, otherwise it will consume him.
falling asleep to the feel of her dads heartbeat im gonna start sobbing