had it recommend a long time ago and finally picked it up.
It’s too much relatable, even when I’m not a lesbian. The way she describes disconnecting from her body, feeling of being lacking, not knowing how to open to people, wanting to please your family but never being able to, feeling awkward with intimacy despite only getting older. Everything is so on spot and makes me grateful knowing I’m not the only one
Shun’s personality is really rotten, but it’s still nice seeing he has people who care about him in this situation.
What I love tho, is how they depicted his body dysmorphia. The moment when you stop and realize you have a body, and this body feels like it belongs to someone else, where you don’t know what to do with it, but would rather cut it parts and leave
I think it was the only manhwa where the „abusive/cruel top” actually grew to be a better person and where you FEEL him struggling because of his past actions.
For a summary I can say it was quite great read, although some things in the story itself didn’t make sense (for me at least). But if the author decided to make another story I’ll definitely tune in
After the first r*pe scene did the author think „splendid, that’s how an amazing relationship is built” and decided to include it every two chapters???
The first one already threw me off, but before that I was genuinely curious if that toxic mf can redeem himself and come to any conclusions.
Still can’t believe how fast and disappointingly the series went into „smut prioritizing”. It feels like yesterday when I thought there was a chance of them ending together as a happy ending, now each chapter with them in a close proximity is like a torture
unfortunately the majority want story’s like these and the ratings show for it for every story that comes out like this and become popular, i’ve literally seen the biggest rapists in yaoi on billboards in korea and japan being celebrated on their birthdays so it seems as the people who don’t want this have lost that war unfortunately. honestly it does make me sick people like this can make profit off of peoples traumas and be proud of what they make and act like it’s a masterpiece.
I can see why he made this decision. Nothing in his life was ever stable or ended up just hurting him. Most of his growing up revolved around money, or rather lack of it which made him feel like it was his fault.
Now bro is only scared this will also end up as everything else in his life until now. Also because he cares he thinks he needs to „go back” to the way things were before it collapses.
Can see people saying it gets better, or that a lot gets explained later on, but man tbh I don’t feel like anything could redeem the bottom for me. Man is annoying with everything he does or thinks, like please shut up and get therapy
He got raped when he was younger for being gay… that justifies his actions.
Wow I cried because of this argument, which could actually be considered small if they just communicated. Maybe it’s because I can understand both perspectives and already feel connection with these characters, but the author also wrote it pretty well. Everything connects and doesn’t feel like an superficial issue just to run the plot
The author really has a knack for writing men because all of them are so annoying and selfish I felt it too much. Unfortunately despite them all being this way, with lack of communication and only sex every two chapters, I do want to know how it’ll end. At this point it seem an ending with MC personal growth is not really possible so at least let it be better than none poly ending