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For roleplays the biggest AI websites I've been using is Janitor.AI and Joyland.AI. Both are completly free to use for whatever usage you want, NSFW, role-playing, or even companionship if you wish. As of currently, Joyland.AI hasn't really been using coins to chat with bots per message, so it's kinda free; tho there are in-app/in-browser purch......
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I actually relate to this so hard; when I was about 13-ish I cut my hair in blotched pieces thinking that it'd look good, but when my parents saw it they were so flipping upset with me that they took my scissors away and banned them from me for two years xD. After that day, I started going with my older sister every few months to get a hair cut;......
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WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!!!! Some of y'all on this website are actually insane, man. 'Cause what the actual hell is this?!
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LMFAO!! You might be leaving this website and are not going to be as obsessed with reading about homosexuality as you once were, but you're definitely going to still be obsessed with homosexualitly, if you catch my drift my guy. It ain't that hard to become a fellow church preacher without being a homophobe, learn some shame and fucking respect m......
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This genuinely sounds disturbing asf as an adopted sibling. I could never think about falling in love with my adoptive "sister." That's a line I would never be able to cross, and even if I did, I would never be able to act on those feelings. Whether or not you're bio, adopted, or step siblings, you are seen by the world as siblings. To the wo......
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Do yall having any tips on how to ice skate . Bc i cant even stand w/o holding on to the railing

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I don't really like in mangas/manhwas. It feels too real for me when I physically see ppl who are supposed to be "related" having sexual relations with one another. It's an entirely different thing for me when I'm reading a novel though. Mostly because the incest novels I've found revolve around relationships where the mc and ml are bio father......
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My coping mechanisms are avoiding/shutting ppl out when they make me feel a certain way.(Like feeling annoyed/upset; last year my "parents" took me out to Canada on a "family trip" and we went to a large ass mall. It was the first till I was out in such a populated area since covid and I felt annoyed, upset, and stressed. I wasn't allowed to sta......
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She was my best friend, but also my first same sex crush. I'll prob nvr get over the heartbreak of finding out she was my number 1 hater :(

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I recently started getting invested in revenge style reincarnation novels and while I was reading the novel "Reborn To Love," I kept finding myself get annoyed with some of the characters. (Mc's stepsis and her ex-boyfriend) Before that, I read other novels/manhwas where the antagonist (also known as either a stepsis, half-sis, adopted sis or ev......

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I'm gon rec a bunch of stuff in diff genres 'cause I dun know what you like. For shounen ai + fantasy: Crack of Dawn https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/crack_of_dawn/ For psychological + yaoi : Adam no Rokkotsu https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/adam_no_rokkotsu/ For reincarnation + drama + "villainess" characters: Kill The Villainess https://www.......
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OP poster here: Thank you all for the kind comments, omg. You guys really lifted my spirits. I've been feeling so depressed just thinking long and hard about posting this as my previous comments never really made me feel any better or like it was valid to cut off my "family." The majority of you guys are seriously sweethearts, and I hope you kn......
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Hey, so I've been making a couple of spontaneous posts about my parents and my home life for the last couple of months and I've gotten some advice, but not any good or helpful advice. I really wanted to go onto Reddit and ask this question, as there are a lot of users constantly online, but recently people have been questioning the reality of som......

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Hey, so I've been making a couple of spontaneous posts about my parents and my home life for the last couple of months and I've gotten some advice, but not good or helpful advice.

I really wanted to go onto Reddit and ask this question, as there are a lot of users constantly online, but recently people have been questioning the reality of some of the posts, and tbh I don't really want to go through that.

Also, it's okay if there's not a lot of responses here either, but please no hate.

So here's my issue: for the past year or so, my half sibling (I call him this because he refuses to see me as his sister after an argument where our adopted mother got involved and chewed him out) started acting like a literal ass to me. At first, it was him stomping behind me as I walked around the house, butting into convos that had nothing to do with him and saying he didn't like the topic of them, shooting me dirty glares, and making fun of my body and insecurities.

At first, my adopted parents tried everything that they could to make him stop, but no punishment or threat of taking stuff away made him stop. Recently, things kinda became too much, and I, a non-confrontational person ended up screaming at him, telling him to stop. The last couple of months were filled with him throwing himself around me, once again, butting into conversations that had nothing to do with him, calling me names, (like, big-girl, fag, and a bitch) and basically "stalking" around me whenever I leave my room.

I think I know what's making him act like this, but it had absolutely nothing to do with him and if anything, I have more the right to be upset. Two years ago, I made a friend online who was never really a "friend" to me. If anything, I loved him more than a friend, hell, I considered him my soulmate. Things happened before that where my half sibling got to know about him and told our adopted parents about him. When they learned about him, they snapped at me, because, "who in their right mind would make friends with a stranger online?"

They hated our relationship, and when something happened to my device that I was using to make contact with him with, they made me have no contact with him or any of my online friends for over a year before I got my internet access back.

I'm an introvert and tbh I struggle a lot with talking to ppl irl and forming emotional connections. They used that against me and just watched me spiral deeper into my depression. My adopted mother, a rather cruel person, (but I'd never tell her that to her face) would constantly make fun of me and always bring up at my doctor's appointments that I "shouldn't" be sleeping so much and that I'm "odd" for doing such.

But back to the topic, that year, I lost my friend and a literal week later, we took a trip to Canada where I wasn't "acting" like myself. That was due to me literally going into DKA and them literally stripping me of my access to my friend. But that trip was probably the worst trip of my life. Everytime I told them that something was wrong with my diabetes, they ignored me and chose to go on with their "happy" family trip.

I think it was an addition of both my emotional distress along with my bad health and them refusing to listen to me, but the day we went to my father's cousin's house, I exploded at my adopted parents and their bio child in the car. I told them that I wished I was dead and that another family, a family way worse off then them had adopted me rather than them. That they'd treat me like an actual human being and love me unconditionally no matter what I do.

That day, it was storming as my adopted parents shook their heads as they went inside and my "sister" and me had a screaming match in the car. I was literally sick, and they refused to listen to me, but all that was on their minds was the fact that I had an outburst at them on a sentimental family trip.

Two days went by, and I found myself becoming more and more sick. I was struggling to catch my breath, which in the end resulted in me struggling to breath, becoming dizzy whether I was moving or not, throwing up both food and liquids, and unable to hold full sentence conversations due to my hazy brain. Still, my adopted parents took my half sibling with them to go to a festival in Toronto Canada that day. Showing actions to the words that I said a couple of days ago, that they couldn't give less that a fuck about me compared to my "siblings."

When they came back, my adopted father took me to the emergency room where I basically almost passed out due to using excessive energy to just walk myself into the hospital. The hospital was furious on my behalf because who just lets their child suffer for almost a week in DKA before taking them in as soon as they showed serious signs of almost succumbing to said DKA. I passed out as soon as they pulled me into a room and inserted an IV in me, pumping me with water fluids. I stayed there for a whole two days, suffering with keeping fluids and food down, as well as not being able to feel much of my body and a sore throat due to throwing up the day they left with my half sibling and I swallowed my own acid.

It was one of the worst and scariest situations while I was in the hospital as I was often waking up just to black out again. This is also one of the reasons why I want to cut off contact with my adopted parents next year.

If you've made it this far in my yap session, thank you and I would like to know, would I be in the wrong to cut off my adopted parents, my half sibling and go lc (low-contact) with their bio child when I reach 18?

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Is this only on one device or is it on multiple? If so, did you try restarting the device the issue was happening on, or even potentially think about wiping the data on the app you're reading this website on? If it still isn't fixed then I don't know, as I only had this issue when the website was lagging for everyone.
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He def likes you girlie, and if I'm being honest, you should prob pull your friend group (besides him) aside and tell them your speculations about it too. I've seen a lot of friend groups end because of dumb shi like this and let me say, it never ends well for people like you, the victim of said friend's affection. I've been in the EXACT same......