
it’s so good at depicting what might actually happen when you get isekai’ed, like of course you’d lose your mind just a little bit trying to figure out where you’d fit in. like her desperation is SO real and interesting

Trueeee. You should read the novel. There is depicted even better.
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Her will to live is obsessively get "revenge" for kael...but when he just doesn't give a crap about it and realize Hess is way too invested in it ...he just wants to stop with that issue... And then Hess life hits a point where she finds herself without a goal in that world...and has to start to understand that that is her real life now...not just a story with fictional characters...

Here, try this one :)
https://guavaread.com/novel/i-thought-it-was-a-common-transmigration/
i HATE the supposed ml
like he hasn’t even rly done anything up until now but i hate how the stage has been set for him to be the ml when super sexy super capable super kind super incredible white haired man is RIGHT THERE
HOLD UP WHO IS SUPPOSED ML??? I WAS SURE IT WAS WHITE HAIRED ONE???
someone correct me if i’m wrong!! but the frickin’ lord hontein or whatever his face is?
black haired guy
Partially incorrect. She gave black PTSD and went with White.
WAIT SO SHE ENDS UP WITH THE WHITE HAIRED GUY (also lol what she gave him ptsd??)