
cheating is cheating. there is no mistake, I know that Cole did something wrong, and this would cause rift to their relationship...
but hear me out, I feel bad for Cole. he is so insecure of himself. I think he should tell Alex and leave him, and love himself more. Alex is a kind man, he treated Cole right, for a former straight man I dead ass thought he would cheat or something lol. so seeing cole cheated is very interesting. but anyways...
kindness can sometime be cruel to others especially to cole. i know it does not make sense. but you can see that Cole DID love Alex more. emphasis on “DID”, you would thought, “why?! Cole cheated on him, that is not love!” what I thought is that at some point of their relationship it was only Cole who had to carry all the weight if he wants their relationship to continue. He feels that if he did something wrong, Alex won’t chase him and that would fuck up your mind for good. that will cause you strain at some point so the moment someone gave him small affection, he swayed. I know people don’t give kindness to a cheater, but this is the reason why cole did such thing.
I fucking hate cheating, but this time, I want Cole to be with Alex but not before Cole fix himself up and if Alex truly loved Cole, I wish he could express it more, more on the emotional part not just physically. their relationship was build on just fucking and fucking. Just because Cole cheated, we won’t ignore cole’s issue with alex. I just wish Cole would tell his problems with Alex about their relationship.
wtf is wrong with me, wanting them to have drama. getting exposed, having love quarrels etc.