
y'all can't act like seme is never self aware ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ that's what makes him so likeable to me, he is cute and pitiful when insecure , he always checks himself. even when he's a puppy type seme he tries his best to always understand uke, not just forcing what he wants and even the things uke cant express he fills the blanks by himself (he finds excuses for uke to himself) even in this chap he knows he was too on edge and burst like that, and that he will regret it. he hates himself for feeling like that which you will notice if you actually read the chapter lmao he knows uke was just thinking abt the future, but he cant help but feel upset. like seriously, do you expect him to say "i understand " when you were told something like"if anything im thankful you weren't caught with ME". uke is blunt and sometimes hurtful with it. seme tries to understand this and left, he didnt even fight uke directly he just left to remove yourself from an ingrating situation is already a lot??
i dont hate the uke at all, i like them and i want them happy together. i just dont like seeing ppl get mad at the seme when he's always trying his best too. they r both trying their best ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ yall should reread the work. y'all too forgetful.......
Ithink this would have worked more if mc was more affectionate in the past/you could see that he was also treating seme as special/he was slowly falling (he was cruel and ordered seme around but clearly preferred his company than others) and giving hope to seme that he'll like him back so seme clung to that hope, and then he runs away from him. I think this story would work more if we see how uke will reciprocate, bc so far i cant see him being clingy and affectionate when that's what I think author is implying him to be as a lover lol