i like how this manhwa paints the dark of reality. das a terrifying part of being fucken rich tho. you always want more of things and always seeking for new stimulation. because it's easy to get what you want, it's also easy to losing hype and eventually can't getting joy from trivial things. you tend to get bored with people very fast too, because you know at some point they might not genuine and only stay as another bootlicker. that's why people with too much money tend to be involved with drugs, hit-and-run accident or even turning people into personal toy;;;;;;;
OMG OMG OMG i love this story sm. so far i couldn't find such a good representation of bdsm from manhwa but this. those are either having dub-con sexual acts and manipulation, but this one IS REALLY CONSENSUAL. they really talk and have fun with the roleplay. COMMUNICATION is exist here lol. they discussed about what they want to do and not doing anything that their partner might dislike. i like this kind of relationship, where couple feel lovey dovey and sweet but also into bdsm to make the relationship spicy;;;;;;;
i personally really like jooyeon's character<3 she's dumb and loud and eccentric but that what makes her interesting. the scene where she put tweezers on her hair and act like it's an accessories and sang in underwear while using vibrator as the mic is unforgettable
and this chapter is hilarious LOL. that would be really funny ((but also scary)) irl if you're passionately having SM roleplay but burning your hair in the process lol
seeing the title i thought this would gonna be difficult programming shit so i'm a bit relieved when i read the manhwa doesn't make my brain think too hard lol. AND THE QUALITY MEMES TOOOOOO
still, i was once confused with last panel in chapter 4, geonwoo was suddenly transferred into the game right? or was he dreaming because in chapter 5 he seemed like he just woke up and receiving msg from yihan
it's interesting that the border between virtual game and his reality becomes blur after the lightning struck. i won't say he get sent to isekai because all the situations happened when he was being hospitalized were reality. bcs he only saw the user interface he had when he played the virtual game, but nobody can see it unless himself. like his reality turned into that game. yihan seems to taken interest after gowoon irl so his likeability increases whenever he's around the latter. i'm interested whether this would have second male lead or not, but maybe yes because geonwoo was playing joshi game simulation, right? and we been know every game like that won't only have one male lead XD
wait. so the one who likes saebyuk seonbae is a girl, you say? LOLOL. and she's the daughter of jun's boss who took him to golf session? anyway, what's up with sungwoo's sister tho. i don't get why she's always having a beef with goo jun. isn't she's being a freeloader in his apartment because their lease is finished or sumn but why she's bitching when his brother and jun stick together??? if i were him i'd just kick her out of that house fr ugh
aaa this is so funny!! the mother in law is really supportive and always stand for his son. she even bitchslap anyone who dare to talk trash about him lololol. the scene when he gets hip injuries from sex omggg i can't stop laughing at that. it's such a fresh breath amongst psychological yaoi stories that i put in my reading list
i have a theory that the reason yeonwoo interested with yubin is prolly because he has an upcoming acting project that require him to be like that. maybe something that has triangle love in it and he plays the character who's being the love interest between two other characters
as taehyuk said to yubin, it's not his first time for yeonwoo to took an interest over 'thing that won't last'. something terrifying with method acting is, if the actor fell to deep when they're learning their character, they often forget that they have to deal with real person and not just fictional character. thus why yeonwoo was cold and secretive is because he felt he only need them as subject for learning his new character
reading this in another lockdown really hits different tbh. some comments said onodera is a disappointing character but if you saw it from another perspective, some of his responses is just human imo. still, the way he was too absent-minded and didn't know what to do is kinda annoying because he's supposed to be a full time doctor, doesn't he?
but then before being doctor, he's also a person, he feared if the virus that he might extracted from the deceased patient days ago would infect him. when they got call from the institute, rather than not scared, his relieved reaction is due to the fact that the virus wasn't infectious. still, sekiguchi looks lot more professional at handling things since begin with, because he was armed himself and managed to being calm most of the time
anyway, i couldn't get used to the eyes. it's really disturbing and my eyes feel kinda itchy seeing them being drawn with blood like that. but it's cool at the same time because the first thing that makes me go read this is the manga cover;;;;;;;;;;;
imagining this would happen irl is terrifying though. it's said that it's even worse than ebola. also it suddenly makes me feel guilty about those lab mice. just imagine how much of them has been sacrificed for the sake of human being?









this is mad sick. i could feel hyejin's frustration as if it were mine. must be fucking depressing to know someone tossed you around when you're no longer useful for them. moreover that person used to be your husband. even if that was political marriage, you must be sick in the head to send your ex partner to mental hospital. i really want to despise jaehan, but his environment also part of the blame sooooo ya
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and for all history of me reading romance books, this is the first time i don't want the characters to end up together. this is really toxic. relationship that based of pride and manipulation wouldn't function bruh