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and here i was worried there might be somebody standing behind that door and open it without knocking

for the love of god neverrrrrr f*ck in the office, you don't know what might come barging in while you guys busy pounding asscheecks duh

the thing i noticed hard from this series is tae-ju's effort to redeem himself. we all can see he tried hard to be better person while acknowledging that he committed wrongdoings he couldn't undo. it made him anxious and having guilty conscience he doesn't want to be near eui-hyun for the fear that he'd repeat the same mistake

i was putting a break when reading it back then, after the r*pe repetitive scenes in first chapters, it gets a little depressing when you see eui-hyun stucked in something he couldn't even choose. either rack himself in the debt that didn't belong to him, or staying with the debtor who's also the perpetrator for his sufferings; both options are hell-holes

but it gets better in season 3 when tae-ju's completely redeemed himself, even put the blame only to himself, for inflicting pain and hurt to eui-hyun. when you think again, the reason why he acted like that because he's too scared to lose eui-hyun. they had nothing to bind them at that time, unless the debt kim sang-hyuk left eui-hyun. if the debt was gone, then what reason do eui-hyun has to stay with tae-ju? they're no longer have to be together. but at that time, their relationship is at the point where it couldn't turn back normal, so it would be impossible for tae-ju to suddenly say that he falls in love for eui-hyun and want to be with him; that's why he revert to the debt

in the final chapters, i personally think what eui-hyun felt towards him ain't purely love (or even not love at all) but more like because he just too used to have tae-ju by his side now and then, so it feels like an empty when they're not together. of course it would take time to grow genuine feelings for somebody who made your life hard, but it doesn't mean there's no space for any feelings to grow from there

the author wrote in her afternote that the point of this story is to make tae-ju who was only loved himself all his life, meet eui-hyun who has no self-worth and they both learned how to love, so i guess this story delivered it fairly

(ps: the art style is one of a kind though, the sex scenes felt very intense, judging alone the expression in the characters' faces)

Kim Euihyun has decided he doesn’t want to live. He feels nothing anymore. He has no future to...

not even an ounce of doubt that byul is the hye-sung's kid because they always pull the same trick when they want something the 'guilt trip' with power of doe eyes and shameless begging lmaooo (and it always works all the time)

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In an alternative timeline of feudal Japan, a strange disease that only affects men has caused a mas...

Agent Kwon Taekjoo is dispatched to Russia with two tasks. First, he must find “Anastasia,&rdq...

to be fair never expected this manhwa is packed with action scenes and this ain't a complaint, glad that finally korean bl ain't always about sex every 3 chapters

the riddle of anastasia itself makes me addicted to press the next button, the thing around how south korea dispatched taek-joo to investigate a dangerous case technically by himself just raise a question of what did he commit in the past? why does zhenya put interest in him to even make him a 'toy'? or does that pyscho think that taek-joo is the only one who can makes him feel challenged when nothing around him does? is there maybe a correlation of nis and fsb around ss-29?

started reading this after seeing an edit of children photos of taek-joo and zhenya in some reels, so i thought they had flashback arc and make use of 'first love' trope but i think i'm mistaken, haha. that would be very mainstream but kinda cute, though it's just feels forced (how wud they even had childhood memories together when both of them raised in their own respective countries)

From Echochi Scans:Two families are tied together by a curse. Every 100 years, one person from each ...

now it makes sense why jae-jin followed leo even before he made his debut for L1. he always laid his eyes on the first guy who kissed his cheeks so pureee. that might also be the reason why he could put up with leo for years even when their relationship was rough, because his feelings is deeper than what he shows. jae-jin is more laid back because his dad too. he's just the carbon copy of his dad ((also i get why we all thirsty over the dads lmaooo it's understandable))

i wonder if his mum has passed away because she's not around...but i hope she's just not at home atm

somebody recommended me to read dis yesterday and I HOPE THAT PERSON ALWAYS HAVE BOTH SIDES OF THEIR PILLOW COLD. i was always dying to see cute chasing arc, and jae-hyuk here is the embodiment of truest lover boyyyyy (even though he can be a bit tsundere at times)

WHATS A NON-CHALANT BF???? CHALANT BF ALL THE WAY!! the boyfriend who always expressed what he thinks of the moment, can't shut up about how much he likes his lover, know his way in the kitchen, handsome, have good fashion sense, and on top of that all, well off and doesn't stingy of spending the money xD

the first chapter was literally reader having secondhand embarassment when ga-ram caught red-handed masturbate in the bed of his roommate, then all the bickerings they had for having to stuck with each other as roommates. the frienemy turned into lovers relationship feels in tune with characters' personalities. it's very enjoyable to read, even though jae-hyuk sounds like an arsehole most of the time (if it were a real life situation, the only possible thing was only for ga-ram to be expelled from campus after doing the innapropriate thing)

that's understandable why ga-ram ain't that open to express himself the way jae-hyuk did, not because he doesn't feel the same way but he has trauma. it's very hurt to be betrayed by people you like, even though you trusted them with your heart

i hope both of them they can clear the misunderstanding and ga-ram can heal so he can express what he's actually feel without having to be anxious that he would get rejected

Han Garam’s roommate is rude, inconsiderate, and…okay, totally his type. But after over...

bl manhwa with interesting chasing arcs? i want to see the top trying so hard to win bottom's heart. tx in advance!

re-reading this because this manhwa got it all: the giddy feeling, the angsty breakup, the fluffy feeling of pining over ur lover etc. wish it to be longer but then again, the pacing and the plot is just at right portion it's perfect on its way

one that i really liked is how both characters willing to grow for one another after they realized they can't live without each. that's the purest form of love you can find. people can always talk they're ready to die, they can take grenade etc for their partner but the real question is, would you abandon your bad habits and always eager to improve yourself for the sake of your love to ur partner? they both does it here, and they're willing to change to fit each other taste on a healthy level

quoted from jae-jin aka jj, "i like you, but you don't have the right to do whatever u want with my life," and that's how you draw boundaries between partners. because you're your own person and you should have life before pondering over your partner only

anyway let's just pray that we got more of side stories because we gotta see sick leo and jae-jin took care of his lover!!

finally they're back to the main plot the next chapter. i wonder what the reason aeroc puts himself in danger to get the illegal drug by himself when he had the butler. didn't it mentioned that the butler knew about his condition (him turning into omega)?

also whyyyy the dirty talk sounds very unhinged. farmland and soil i'd kick kloff on his d*ck if i were aeroc tho

take the 'honey' out of the title and voila, you'll get a quick blurb about what's happening in this series. i finished season 1 and this actually started kinda cute with ji-heon and his gold retriever energy, clinging to woo-ju everywhere he goes. but chapter after chapter it's getting weird and he becomes very coercive. sex in latest chapter of season 1 even looked dubious af, woo-ju told him to stop but he just dissmissed it

i was thinking that the professor's figure would be better but he's at par with ji-heon. wasn't gonna put too much thought to his appearance that looks forced at first, but if you read again, that's just unnatural if this was ever happened irl. your prof approached you when he barely know anything about you and offered a gig at his office? he kinda put his personal and professional matters at one pot and blame it on his interest to woo-ju?

how come woo-ju also too naive beyond his good. he's 25 and he just let these childish men roam around him without having basic conscience that they're rude. or is it because he used to get spoiled by his parents?

idk this makes me feel kinda stupid to continue reading, but the art is too pretty =(

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