
I'm still around chapter 17 and this is giving me anxiety. Zeno's group isn't even trying a little bit to hide their grouping and learning and all. I mean come on, if shit like death was so easy to come to, I would have hidden all that stuff well like my life depended on it. I'm just waiting for a brainwashing to happen to some of them dammit..

I should have known it would end on a cliffhanger T^T Now real talk, I don't really understand all the controversy on this manhwa... There way way worse out there, and it is pretty evident to me that what he does is a self destructive coping mechanism. As for our young painter, what Seungho does to him is bad, but at least it's straight forward. While on the other side, it's pretty clear that the teacher pretty much groomed, manipulated and has been using and abusing Na-Kyum's feelings for him. Looks like he realised something was going on with Seungho and plans on trying to use Na-kyum again and again. I find that the author has done a great job at subtly yet obviously hinting towards their deeper issues and why they do what they do.

I was really scared of reading this because of the comments I've seen, but it was completely the opposite of what i was expecting. I really enjoy it, there's something deeper to the story than just a guy obsessed with sex, It's so obvious with the colour palette, the expressions, the atmosphere.. it's gloomy, negative, oppressive. I want to see all that darkness and pain unfold and let something more positive grow in its place.
Damn.. I'm reading it from the beginning again and damn... I forgot how cringy as f it was in the beginning.. the fanboying i caaaaaan't...