This is so sad. I relate to both. I was pretty promiscuous when I was younger but I also was extremely insecure and my mind constantly caused me to second guess myself and often jump into conclusions.
I'd avoid confrontations because I was afraid. Hell... I'm 32 and I still once in a blue moon, fine myself doing this, unintentionally. I run away from my problems and drown my worries in books and stories. It's a very hard habit to break.
I hope they'll communicate! I feel like it's gonna get worse before it gets better. ____(=/) /¬_) ___
Sometimes, the reason I want these characters to communicate well is because I can't do it myself in real life. haha. I just realized that now after reading your comment. I'm 30 now and I can relate when you mentioned about avoiding confrontations. I do that, too, because I'm afraid how it'll turn out (and sometimes I just can't be bothered).
Hahaha omg so true!
I had a whole thing typed out and idk why it didn't attach. Wtf. Lol.
I was saying that I'm happy to meet another fellow 30 year old!
That fear you mentioned is so on point... It only makes it worse too by running away and avoiding it.
That's true. Not just in romantic relationships (because I haven't been in any for a very long time now ahaha). I have friends I stopped talking to at some point because I didn't want to confront our different beliefs. Sometimes, our values don't match, too. I'm in a point in my life where I'm too lazy to argue lol. I'm happy to find someone near my age, too! It's kinda rare here.
It's true. I recently, and unfortunately, lost a close friend because I was going through so much stress that I was dropping the ball and went up to three weeks without talking to her. Also, because I felt things getting awkward, for we would run out of things to say. So I ignored it. It sucked when she said she's wanting to step back from the relationship. :/
I have friends, however, that I have been friends with for 10+years and we sometimes went months, the most was 2 years without talking... And it's just because we were at different stages of our lives and not living anywhere near each other, but even then... Whenever we did talk it was like things were normal. We each understood we all were going thru stress.
But I agree when you said you don't want to argue. That's how I was with that friend that dropped me. I just said, "okay, I understand." I cried to myself, and that was that.
Oh, I remember one of my close friends telling me things that, in my opinion, were supposed to make me feel guilty for 'having other friends'. We've been apart for a long time because I worked somewhere far. I couldn't reply much (and not just to her) bec I was so busy with work and I was just trying to survive in the city. I sometimes go out with workmates to take a breather. Why would someone make you feel bad for trying to breathe? It really stressed me out. We talked less and less until no more. One day I just woke up and realized we no longer have common interests we could talk about.
And I think it's fine to cut off people if means getting out of a toxic relationship.
Also in my case, many of my friends already have families of their own and it just became a lot harder to relate with them. Especially since I don't know a thing about marriage or parenthood — tbh I don't have interest in such so I can't really have proper conversations about it. #－.－)
Still I think I'm lucky to have friends, although very few, who understand me and do not get offended when I say I'm too lazy to go out and meet them lol
This is so cute! I can't wait to see how it's going to become romantic and how Yeowoon will find out! I need them to kiss and see Jistar be all nervous and red! Imagine if he finally gets a BJ!
ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Binged this in a day hehe.
The way I'm rolling my eyes atp. He's so pathetic. This mfkr needs to die. I wonder who's going to do the honors! ╮(▰˘◡˘▰)╭
Anyone else think Duke is going to be Jiwoo's first kill?? He's a sweet kid, but Duke won't stop coming back until he fucking dies. The truth behind him killing the red head isn't solved yet. He framed Jiwoo (lol.. Framed) and needs to die.
Also, jiwoo and jiyoung official!!!
ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Gestella being delulu, because... Same! (≧∀≦)
I just love how he finds everything Dobin does, adorable! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Its so cute how twitterpated he is, he's just starting to just accept it. Or maybe he just doesn't realize he loves him at this point!
(≧∀≦) ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Its refreshing how almost non toxic he is. It's just his stubbornness and slight overbearing. But not assaulting someone asleep is shocking! I love this!
Awe, I wanted a kiss at least. But that's okay, anyone know if there's gonna be extras? Doesn't look like it from what the author's note said!
Author note on the end says they'll be back with a spin off Called Pay-off
Well yeah.. But it's a different story lol
It didn't say who's story though? The two would be there i guess
Bruh... Seth's about to feel pleasure he's never felt before! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ He's even going to say it himself in the upcoming chapters! Hehe
I can't wait to read the English! I'M SO FUCKING FERAL AND FOAMING FROM THE MOUTH RIGHT NOW!!
I read the raws a disgusting amount of times, but here I am... STILL RAGING (≧∀≦) THIS IS LIKE CHRISTMAS! LMAO
I CANT CONTAIN MYSELF!!!
PLEASE HELP A GIRL OUT, WHERE CAN I FIND THE RAWS, PRETTY PLEASEE
Here you go!
https://newtoki466.com/webtoon/144199?stx=%EC%97%94%EB%84%A4%EC%95%84%EB%93%9C&toon=BL/GL
Try to support the author too by buying the chapters on Tappytoon!
May eternal happiness await you queen!
I’ll support the author as much a can, thank you so much for the reminder! :)
Omg I caved in and took a look at the raws. I love it! Can die happy now.
And on there doesn't have the R15. The R15 is so oooooo cute!!!!
The way he rolled the gummy back after beinging pancaked, and then the gummy just buldge eyed when he saw the big titties!
I can't! (≧∀≦)
I hope they fucking talk it out for fuck's sakes (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
LOL I'm secretly loving this lol
People be liking kill stalking but hating on this one? Tf wrong with you people? Lol.
This is a toxic psychological horror bl. Granted, kill stalking is not a a bl. It just has elements of it, but irregardless.
I just want to see the MC free. I want him happy and free. （/TДT)/