Okay but Jaeshin now calling him his like three times in this chapter! Lol
Like, he's such a tsundure he doesn't want to admit he's falling hard head over heals and that's why he wants to take him with him...
Mmhmm Jaeshin... Sure. It's only because he's "yours" as if your speaking of property, but we know that's not what you mean. He's your man you are falling in love with. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
I think what a lot of people are disappointed about is that all season 1 didn't have any rape scenes.
But people be acting like this is the first yaoi with r*pe scenes, there's worse out there. It sucks, but it wasn't intentional because Matthew was under the influence.
Unlike some fan favorites like PotN, Night Song, BJ Alex, and much more the seme don't feel the least but of remorse!
This story is MEANT to be dark because we are dealing with mafias and shit.
So let's just hope that is the only time that happens.
The author's other work got really bad ratings because the what the seme did was absolutely horrible and disgusting, I even was queezy because it went TOO far imo!
And at least for this story, this was like your average yaoi rp scene. Also, Matthew feels SO bad afterwards. He feels like like a piece of garbage and doesn't blame Jin if he chooses not to forgive him. Matthew is not a horrible person inside... He's just broken and was under the influence of drugs.
So season 2 just ended with 30 chapter (we have yet to have the last three of the first season one as you can see since we only have 27 cut up and roughly translated uploads.)
The author said she's taking 6 month break. So they will be back around April 2024.
I CANT WAIT! I SERIOUSLY LOVE THAT I PICKED THIS UP NOW!
ITS SO FUCKING GOOD! THE STORY IS SO UNIQUE!!
I'm definitely supporting the author if it comes out of Lizhn! ヾ(☆▽☆)
Re-reading this to refresh my memory for the 3rd season. I've been reading this for almost 3 years now and I can't fucking wait!!! Isn't season 3 coming out in December?
Also, he did not just pierce him without sanitizing the area and washing his hands did he??
(my inner med self's eye twitching) (⊙…⊙ )
On a scale of 1-10... How many red flags does this have?
Sure we are talking about a mafia boss but to how many red flags are there from seme towards the uke?
If you don't like rape in stories it's probably not for you, afterall, out of all the stories with toxic seme I've read, the rape scene here is probably the worst in my opinion. However, I stayed probably because I love how they are both crazy, there's no cheating and the seme is obsessed with the the uke.
not the worst i’ve ever read but also not the best. it has a-typical yaoi rape(tsar gets angry and takes it out on mc with sex, that sort of thing), obsessive/ possessive behavior. so many red flags but i still liked it.
it’s not any better or any worse than kiss me, liar bc lbr keith was the walking talking epitome of red flags lmao. at least the mc has way more of a spine than the one in kml
I'd give it a solid 8.5 mostly because of the shooting and rape
But compared to other seme's out there randomly beating their uke or giving them mental torture ,gaslighting and forcing uke in gang rape using uke for pleasure and not caring about uke's welfare all through out like tens of chapter and be regretting for like 3 to 4 chapter and easily forgiven for good looks
tsar is actually better but when the line is crossed he is also very dangerous not gonna lie about that but anyways so it's like his a walking red flag but with a trigger so it's safe if you know where to not step out of line











Holy shit I just started reading this and it's so good!! I feel like I hit the jackpot. It's crazy how they both have their own issues but they support each other. It's cute.