Okay okay okay! Aside from the sexual tension and the way they be blue balling us, what is with this memory thing?? Is this distopian place somewhere Guwon invented and is like... Controlling people or is he being controlled??? Bruh! Also, I think he was an experiment. He be like Frankenstein!
You know... The story was beautiful. But it makes me really sad that despite all this love, it wasn't enough for them to stay in touch all of those years. They're so far apart in age, yet they can't even stay in touch and visit and stay in each other's lives in the time they have left to live? That's pretty unfortunate and it broke me, honestly. I have friends and a lover who live very very far away from me, yet I try my damn best to talk to them regularly and keep them in my life, that to me is love! Romantic love... Platonic love... They both take sacrifice of every day to keep that relationship going. Love is not a one and done deal... I'm genuinely very very sad because of this story.
Trevor is older... He's like now what... 55? And Gene is like 34 or something... Even if they end up together, they won't last very long due to the age difference.
I haven't cried this hard for a story in a long time... It was such a tragic but happy ending?
I know this isn't my story, blah blah blah... But I can't help but be just very sad for this sad reality that people can just easily move on. In fiction, I like for life to be different... For love to make the impossible happen... For love to win the battle of life. I didn't feel it with this. It felt like it was so easy for them to just move on, especially Gene... Like what was he even thinking?
However, to play devils advocate:
I get Gene wanted to be somebody in order to perhaps make that sacrifice worth something... It's just sad. And then that part where Trevor was sitting on the other side of the door alone while his adoptive family were hugging and stuff... His parents and brother came over and were like, "what are you doing over there alone?" and then you see the brother drew a family photo, including Trevor... Oh man! My heart just broke so hard! （/TДT)/
But the parallels of perhaps Trevor doing that for Gene that his family did... Reach out to Gene who was pushing Trevor away.
Trevor is that home Gene was too lonely to return to. And perhaps he felt awkward because he didn't feel like he ever did become someone who was worthy to say, "look! I did it." Trevor accepted him regardless. I'm sure Gene's family was the same, but in the end Trevor was the home Gene needed... At least that's my hope. The author said, "they are more honest and closer than ever..." that gives me hope that they'll never be apart again, making up for the awkwardness at the end. （/T⌒T)/
I'm so fucking disappointed. This was supposed to be wholesome and at least angsty without breaking character.
WTF is with the fucking rape! Ughhh!!! I'm so angry... And also, what's up with the fucking MC's always not saying the damn truth! Why do they always just wanna touch AND THEN speak the truth AFTER! Just out with it! Quit holding back and just fucking use your mouth to talk! He swatted you away once, so just out with it! Quit looking like a damn dear in the headlights, ffs!
Regardless, that son of a bitch didn't need to take it that far and rape him! Because wtf!
Literally the worst tropes to ever be used in manhwas that legit piss me the fuck off
The biggest loser is back at it again, but twice as delulu! Even his cat can't stand his loser glow! xD He's so funny! That outfit ain't matchin' ya weirdo! I never thought I'd love a top this weird. Lololol I'm rooting for him!
He gives me a wee bit of Seon Woo vibes from Punch Drunk Love, but a top! Hahaha
Wow... I was telling people I just read this to see if there's any fucking character development, but the writing got even fucking worse! He seriously couldn't keep his dick in his pants?? Seriously???!
This chapter legit made me sick from anger--bash my head into a wall type of livid. Dan is absolutely pathetic: what complete garbage and shit character writing. And Jaekyung is ONCE AGAIN proving Dan that he really doesn't fucking care and only cares about sex. He couldn't even have the decency to FOR ONCE not think with his fucking dick and take care of a person properly. But nooooo! Just when I thought he couldn't be a bigger piece of shit, he does this? He can't even reassure Dan that he's worth more than his body? Dan is literally weak af, and JK be fucking him like he's fucking someone in full health.
The author seriously is adding porn in the middle for no fucking good reason. Another fucking update with no character development, no plot drive, and a chapter full of cliché shit, again proving that she doesn't fucking know how to write a decent fucking plot without sex. Her one hit wonder (BJ Alex), was just that.
Not to mention the awful fucking writing! "Monitor your situation." Yeah? Well how about offering him some fucking therapy or refer him to a therapist in his town!
"He can't sleep alone." How fucking cliché.
Yall Jinx lovers always be like, "there's worse tops out there! There's black flags!!" Yeah? Well we rational people think he has THE WORST personality ever. He's so fucking selfish and only thinks about sex. Me me me me me! Every fucking time. He's such a piece of shit, not a decent human, and is one of the worst characters ever written. Ffs, 67+ chapters later with ZERO character development and JUST sex.
Dan is the only one with character development... For the worst. He's become such a garbage pussy.
This author really be blue-balling us!
I wanted the raw meat, dammit!
At least we got to see his ten-pack! (≧∀≦)
I didn't have "weap" on the agenda today, because wtf!!! ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ Woowon is literally a ray of sun! Woowon be saving his mom and Seo An; he be curing mental illnesses! Also,
I think she may have passed out, I don't think she fell in the water, at least I sure hope not because poor Woowon! ╥﹏╥ Especially after saying she was going to live for her son! We didn't see "splash," but instead it said a "thud." If she committed suicide in the water, there would have been a splash, right? （/TДT)/
Omg not him "blushing" but not, and then the next scene he's as read as a tomato! XD He perhaps had to do economics in his head to try his damn best to not get hard! (≧∀≦)
I forgot about that scene in the novel!!!
ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Wait... So he tried to kill his brother and failed??? Or...? Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
Damn... There's so much back story that's about to be revealed as the snow melts and spring comes!
Also, Sammyeong doesn't know anything the king has done... He will be so afraid... Won't he? I don't see anything good coming out in the next season. Lies have short legs, the truth will catch up!
My favorite loser and favorite idiot have now been dating for two months without even realizing it! Hehe
God, they're so fucking cute! Despite this story not being that deep, I seriously have been becoming more and more obsessed with them as I think about them! XD Like tf is with me! Hahaha
I bet Jigu will win at the game of "tag, you're it (at confessing first!)," and I seriously can't be more excited like the even bigger idiot and loser that I am! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
SCREAMING, KICKING, FLAILING, FOAMING FROM THE MOUTH!!!! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ╧╧ why do they make me so giddy!!!!
This story has so much emotion! ╥﹏╥ Why am I so sad reading this! Am I the only one who cried? T^T I just want them to be happy. That last scene with Woowon and his mom holding each other. This whole last chapter has such incredible art in the facial expressions. I have not read a manhwa this expressive before. It seriously made me tear up. （/TДT)/
Anyone else recommend something similar facial expressions with lots of emotion?
I love this story so much! I missed it. It makes my heart so melancholy-- it could be because of the color pallet used. But either way, it has such underlying sadness. ㅠㅠ
"IF YOU WANT, I CAN CARRY YOU AROUND FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES." STAAHHHHP! I SWOONING!
Also... The ass eating!
*chef's kiss*
Why does it have to be painful. Wtf!
Lyle is very stubborn... But he needs Ash to be more stubborn right now and fucking just talk to him! Even if they argue and fight, talk ffs! Ash needs to tell him that even if he can't touch him, well let's at least talk about it! Or listen!
Ash is so... Ugh!!! He knows how insecure Lyle is! So why is this allowed and why is Ash having such fucking shitty ass friends around. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Okay, my guy! I am blushing as well! Oh my god Guwon is too perfect! The big giant gentle cute bear! Stahp!
I also expect something black to appear, but the more time passes I keep just being wooed by him too!