
Because I don't remember anything, it's like I get weekly amnesia right before every update, so whenever we get a new chapter to read I'm always like WHO IS THIS?? WHO IS THAT? WHAT HAPPENED HERE? WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE?? WHERE AM I???
I feel like I have to write notes as I read bc I really can't remember anything but I don't have the dedication or the patience for that. The saddest part about this is with good manhwas like Payback, I get the feeling that I liked/loved them but I for goodness' sake can't remember why

Was the official fuck-buddies label progression from pretend fuck(notrly)buddies fake couple shit they were coming from?
Jk I fully understand where Hayato is coming from but idk about Jin, seems out of character for him to not clear it up immediately when he himself knows and has confirmed how he feels for hayato.
Always feels like authors add unnecessary drama to keep readers coming back (AND I SAY IT WITH MY WHOLE CHEST IT'S ME I'M READERS)

I'm having a newfound appreciation bc of the details on the wet clothes shook me like damn???? I usually scroll quickly through smut panels but this manhwa has got me stopping at every single panel (smut or not) like I'm at the fucking gallery like why is everything so pretty I wish I drew/rendered/wrote this, it is that beautiful

This is why I'm a sucker for pining/one-sided love trope. The willingness to have yourself be in the palm of another, in trusting them not to break your heart even though you know very well that there's a chance they will, in letting yourself be used, in loving without knowing your feelings will be returned...it just gets to me

Surely something must be wrong if I think that about a manhwa that's so centered around smut. It felt like they were just going through the motions and I too was just scrolling down going through the motions. I felt constipated reading. I'm not satisfied with the ending, but I think it was a good choice to end it when it did. I didn't want to read any longer.
Also mc was at fault for losing the puppy. If he felt protective enough of his baby to run away when he heard that from the secretary, why would he throw himself on the line? Felt like they just threw in an overused cliche to show that the leads care for each other but I'm not convinced. I have no attachment or empathy for any of the characters other than the pup. That was unnecessary. I might have cried. Idk. Bye.
You can say Joseon Era