Y'all he does know that yu-er is a man cause he's been doing it with him for a while now and like how do u not notice he has a dick even if the candles are out- He's just pointing it out now and letting yu-er know that he already knows
Ok but this is so confusing- I can't tell what I just read
What i understand...
The famous guy using uke's voice and acting like uke's voice is his. When seme first heard uke's voice he got hard. I think he has sexual attract towards seme. And the famous guy i gues working under seme. When he heard uke's voice i think he understand actually the famous guy was faking it. He is searching about uke now. I think he wants to know why uke accept this kind of staff. And the fact that there is a cctv in the studio gave away something. Like uke is living like a prisoner.
Ok look the rape scenes don't sit right with me. Azusa getting hurt multiple times and still going back to karino kinda annoys me /: watch him forgive karino as soon as he fucks him. I'm not saying the story is bad, I like it and it makes me feel many emotions BUT THIS IS INJUSTICE. AZUSA DESERVES TO FEEL HURT BY IT.
IKR? I hate how Azusa always come back to Karino that rape him, it does not make any sense =_=
baby that’s how abusive relationships work...
And that's the worst.
I recently bought the english translation for the sake of supporting OC. Reading it after all these years, I realized it always implied the idea Azusa is in love with Karino, maybe from the very beginning. He's just not aware (and of course Karino is head over heels for him from the very first scene). Please, mind I ALWAYS stated Karino deserves the worst possible death. I feel no sympathy for his kind, but a story has a meaning and I am afraid Sensei tricked us all. In other words, Azusa needs Karino. The Hell with japanese people and abusive relationships, it's an obsession for them. I'm happy some people can still distinguish between healthy and unhealthy kind of stories. Said that, I want updates.
You're right /: but that doesn't mean we can't expect karino to try to repent right? I mean it's unlikely and the plot goes against that, but I'm kinda hoping for azusa to stop hopping back to karino and for karino to start being softer and all that.
I think it will end with a weepy story abut Karino's childhood that will persuade everyone he deserves to be loved (we already had a taste of it).
False. it doesn't matter what happened to you, when you rationally decide to hurt others just to understand things, it's your fault and your victims do not become your friends out of the blue. Azusa is a weird character, very defined in the beginning but more and more blurred as the story goes by. Someone with a strong will as his does not fall into the trap of considering abuse a sign of love and attention. We'll see. But I think OC allowed the general response to influence her storyline a little bit to much.
aaaa the translation isn't the best but I won't be ungrateful but I LOVE THE AUTHOR SO MUCH?? THEIR ARTWORK IS SO AMAZING esp the main character in this book he's so beautiful like literally i like how in jazz for two all of the characters had those pretty lashes and in this there's only one with the lashes fjkdkdkdmmd the author's artwork keeps getting better???
p.s; sorry for the long paragraph, i know no one will read this but i just wanted to convey my opinions and thoughts about this.
oh my god. I'm at a loss for words. this story is absolutely amazing and I'm so glad i read it till the end. i love how the author describes the various phases of recovery, of finding happiness and love despite being so hopeless and broken. i love how the author portrayed jeff's character and how he never gave up on mending their relationship and earning Terry's trust and how he was so determined to save terry despite how big of a burden it was. he didn't care about his own health declining or if he was breaking while trying to save someone so utterly helpless and far gone, he didn't quit and stayed willingly no matter how many times he was pushed away and i think that's absolutely amazing, because such mentality and personality can not be found in most people existing. (ofc people don't owe that to eachother but doing that willingly for someone is amazing.)
also, i would like to mention some things i noticed in the plot that were put aside or ignored later on, such as Terry's colour blindness. there was a scene where his female friend (i forgot her name) asks him which book(?) (was it a book?) he likes better and he said something in the lines of “i can't tell/see the difference” or such. but that was all we knew about it, because it was completely ignored later on. another thing, i would like to know what happened with that earring? he said he would wear it later on but we never got anything more to that. i know it's insignificant but am i the only one curious? also, we never got the full idea of the relationship between the two doctors or their past nor was Terry's childhood incident with jeff fully explained. is it only me who wants to know these things?
oh and that fish- amazing. have you ever seen an alive, flying fish on land?
anyways i do have some complaints about some events that occured and how the author conveyed some but all of them were overshadowed by the rest of the plot. i love the panels that were written in third person, the words were beautiful. i cried and smiled alot, so this will be one manga to remember. thank you to the author for writing and thank you to the translator for translating and uploading it!
To answer the "color blindness" question, he wasn't color blind. What happens was that he was the least interested in something so insignificant as choosing a book's color. Is like when your in your days and your friends are talking about something, but your concentrated on the pain and you want to rest.
To answer the "earring" question, he is wearing it in the last chapter. Looks closely at the part where he is smiling and his hair moves forward. It looks beautiful!!
The story of the doctors was more like a forbidden love than anything else. He -long haired dude- was the brother of the doc. patient/friend. It seems they grew apart after her death and once again became aquantance after meeting the ML. They both like each other but their afraid that their social group will talk. So after the drama between the ML and the his mother, the doc decides to chase after his beloved.
And about the kiddos... it is explained that it was love at first sight- more like voice at first hearing. The pale ML first saw him, the other ML heard him when he answered the phone. Ever since, he anticipated the call of the boy. But the boy had a tragic accident where he forgets everything and lives his life never remembering about his call-friend.
altho the rape scene was pretty disturbing, the story other than that was pretty good. i love the artwork and most of the plot
why is everyone complaining about there being 60 chapters? I didn't even notice until i finished reading it
the constant connection with blooming flowers during the winter season caught my heart uwu
IM REREADING THIS BUT OMGGG THE ARTWORK#:?);"# I'M IN LOVE??? THE CHARACTERS ARE SO HOT?? I love how the four of them are a family together shidfjjd minato is so pretty it's insane,,,