
Good, the elephant in the room has been addressed. Honestly, some people are disappointed but that’s kinda dumb because it was always heavily implied that he wouldn’t quit even before the most recent chapter. He is a sex worker through and through. It is his job and will continue to be. Yes, he will have sex with other people but that doesn’t take away from his love for MCuke. Also uke acknowledges and understands that seme values his job and the implications of dating someone in the sex industry.

People don’t like this but this is wayyyy better than stories like “Jinx”. Lemme explain. Rather than in Jinx where only ML is bad-shit toxic red-flag. In this story both the ML and MC are bad-shit toxic red-flags. Lmao, literally in the author’s Q&A, they said they wanted to create characters that they would never want to meet in real life. They called uke a natural born slut(he cheats kinda in the story), and then seme, well I know, the beginning rape and stuff. So like they’re a match made in heaven. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

I would kill for an after story showing their happiness but I guess that defeats the purpose of the manga’s sub-plot, the idea that these are happy memories before becoming adults and officially joining the “real” world where life is less simple. After reading the end, I even got a really bad feeling that things might go south for their relationship. The way it’s worded is almost like a premonition for a really bad storm that will ruin everything in its wake(including their love) leaving only these brief high school memories of their early love to reminisce. Did anyone else get this feeling?

Is this really worth? I’m only on chapter 7 but I already don’t like Alex. Don’t get me wrong, he isn’t a bad guy but Leo is soooo out of his league. Literally. While Alex was getting chummy with his girlfriend and enjoying his new life. Leo probably was at there spot waiting for him to eventually return, sad but hopeful. Like I get it but be so fr. That dedication deserves more than an Alex ( ̄へ ̄)

I hope to dear god that MC dies. Not out of hate, but out of hope. I understand that MC is a despicable person but no one deserves to be raped and manipulated that bad. I want ML to suffer “ten years I loved you” type level of suffering. Even that prob wouldn’t be enough but still anything would be better.
So I just finished rereading this and I feel like uke and seme have always loved each other even before them realizing. I believe they both mainly interpreted their love as wanting to being with them always without truely understanding. It is briefly touch upon but seme said he fell in love when the new coach came but I believe it was more like a realization that he wanted uke all to himself. I also think, this is why, uke(whom also loved seme without realizing it) accepted seme love easily without much thought because in his mind, he believed that as long as he gets to be with seme then he is fine with it even if he never thought about it. Does this make sense? And I making sense? Pls share ur thoughts so I don’t feel like a madman going hysterical. (=・ω・=)