(Warning, imma talk briefly about my childhood sad sessions)
So like as a kid there were times I would be very sad. To the point where I would create letters for each family member telling them how much I loved them and then apologizing for everything bad I might have done to them. I would hide it under my pillow and then I would cry myself to sleep imagining that I would do something very bad to myself. I would often think that everyone would be happier without me, and so I would quietly whisper to god “I’m sorry” multiple times until I fell asleep.”. This basically happening until the end of middle school are started at some point In elementary school. I know this because at some point I just became less talkative to people and was more afraid to interact with peers. I don’t remember why but I remember someone looked at me and asked “are you ok?” And I looked at him and said “yes” but the whole time I was saying no I’m my head many times. Although I never thought much about these times, I always wondered why I was so sad. Was it depression?
sending virtual hugs
do you feel happier now? cus I feel you man this just felt like a sneakpeek into my past i would hug u so bad rn no one should ever feel like that （/TДT)/
Thanks. Yeh, it’s wayyyy better now. It was a multitude of things but after awhile I stop feeling so depressed randomly. Honestly it still comes back once in a blue moon but it hurts way less and comes less frequently.TBH, I’ve never told anyone these things, tho I felt like I should tell anyone even some people online even if they don’t know me. So thank you
Thank you. Really, thank you.
What is a story in which you feel, that no matter what happened, let’s take for example, the seme and uke didnt meet like they did in the story and instead went on without ever knowing about each other exsistence. Could they would have met eventually and had fallen in love, even if the circumstances are vastly different? I want a story in which, uke and seme have always been drawn together, even if they haven’t know each other for long?
If you have the ability to view the raws of manga plsss find the raws for this cause I’m actually gonna go insane if I can’t find it. It is called “ Muteki no Baby Blue”. The summary is this “ Ritsu, a high school boy from the countryside, is enjoying school life with his classmate Shion - playing in a band, getting scolded by the teacher, eating ramen, and more.
He thought he would continue the rest of his days like this... but one day, Shion kisses him!
What will become of these feelings that have just burst out of him?
The youth of these two lovable idiots begins★”
Pls I beg anyone cause the first chapter came out 6 months ago and chapter 2 just came out three days ago. I’m gonna die before another chapter releases that this point T-T
Tried 10ths of sites, this is the only I found and it's just chapter 1 split in 2, sorry
https://jmanga.club/read/%E7%84%A1%E6%95%B5%E3%81%AE%E3%83%99%E3%82%A4%E3%83%93%E3%83%BC%E3%83%96%E3%83%AB%E3%83%BC-raw/
https://syosetu.al/manga/%e7%84%a1%e6%95%b5%e3%81%ae%e3%83%99%e3%82%a4%e3%83%93%e3%83%bc%e3%83%96%e3%83%ab%e3%83%bc-raw-free/
No, thank you for at least trying. I really appreciate it. I honestly didn’t think anyone would see it cause it was like around 4:00am at the time or smt like that for me. Again, thanks for trying. Have a good day (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Omg never mind I found some Chinese translations that go to chapter 4 T-T yes Om （/TДT)/
Currently I’m 18, a BL fanatic and gamer(sometimes). I have heavily decided to go into the health-field because it’s a extremely safe career and as a bonus I get to help people. However I’m definitely being heavily influenced by my Asian parents so I wanna ask you guys what you guys decided to do going into collage? And why or how you decided to go into that?
Tbh, I think I kinda feel lost or hesitant on everything I do because I think I’m scared to make regrets. The future is so uncertain I wonder thing like if I’m good enough or what if I get burnt out or even come to actually dislike what I’m pursuing.
taking a gap year, i had so many interests growing up — law, psychology, art, writing, music, history. all of them dwindled. i thought smth was wrong with me. but now that ive really sat back i realized that i should pick a degree that won’t stress me out.
hi I'm almost 28 so 10 years older and i work in health care (hospital pharmacist) it was a decision i was deluded into thinking i made because of my parents and society as well but anyway, from my experience with life so far it's very difficult to continue doing something THAT stressful (aka a healthcare related job) if you don't like it and are already passionate about it. like yeah u get paid more than average and it's "secure" to a degree but you gotta put into consideration that it's not easy even after graduating university you still have so much growth to do academically, mentally and even financially to be able to keep it up in such a competitive environment. on the other hand my big brother is a cardiologist and he surprisingly likes it (though he still loathes the stress and suffers from it too) you still have shitton of time to think and consider all your options don't freak out. just know that health care has so many opportunities but also immense stress and weigh it out whether you'd be able to do that or not on the personal level. it's a big decision so try to decide for yourself and good luck!!<3
oh btw if money is your end goal then i think there are many jobs today that pay even better with less stress involved so I'd advise u do your reseaech first depending on your interests (what u can do) & what the market is demanding and aligns with your long term goals
I’m 19 and I’m a communications major because I love media lol. There’s a lot of things I can do with communications so that’s why I chose it I guess but I’m having fun and the classes are definitely easy. (▰˘◡˘▰)
Yo, I’m looking for something that’ll make me feel something. Basically anything good. Preferably BL but I’m generally open
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haruka_tooki_ie/
I just read this today and
here are some of my faves ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koi_ga_ochitara/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koi_ga_michitara/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/punch_drunk_love/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/define_the_relationship/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_last_step_on_the_way/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shout_loud_my_heart/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_didn_t_expect_a_scandal_like_this/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/perfect_buddy/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cloud_1/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hadakeru_kaibutsu/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_proxy_painter/
This, it’s not bl but I’ll guarantee that it’s excellent
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/guardians_of_the_lamb/
Any stories that give you that giddy feeling where you feel like squealing. Normally it’s when they are super cute and whatnot
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/on_the_way_to_meet_mom/
I read this just now, so freaking cute
Netkama punch they're so cute especially when seyeong finally opens up to Heejae
What are things that are necessary for your perfect BL story? (Can be as broad or specific as u like)
1. It’s called “Rainbow City”
2. It’s written by our lord and savior Chaepali
3. IT MUST HAVE PRETTY MEN
4. Romance is subplot
Yuh
(It doesn’t have to fit all these criterias but must have at least 1)
For me anything is ok if there are handsome hot sexy man in the bl
good plot or well fetched out feelings. i hate when the ml randomly likes mc being he just confessed to him
I need to cry or get sad for it to really hit. Usually it's the toxic stuff that gets me nice and teary so I enjoy reading toxic things, but The Third Ending is one of my favourites bc it gets me there without the mental taxation of toxicity.
I enjoy a slow pace one, because i love to see character development.
And ofc, a pretty artstyle and a good story line
Wowers, we got very different answers each talking about specific parts of a story that make it good. I Actually basically agree with all of these.
-for me, it’s something that will make me feel good, along with a healthy relationship.
) men or boys and no either (depends on the setting)
) Romance doesn't have to be the center of every chapter
) Implicit teasing/flirting (not abuse)
) There's actually reason why they do things not bcs 'they couldn't help it' and use it as a crutch
) physical touch (not just traight up smut but also the tiny hand gestures, affirmation and adoration from touching bcs its such a heart grabber for me)
consent from both parties
slowburn with insane amount of sexual tension
they fight but its just them teasing eachother LOL
theyre both honest
they become stupid when theyre together
or lets just say polar opposites/rivals to lovers with slowburn
consent from both parties
polar opposites/rivals to lovers with slowburn
I THOUGHT IT DIDNT REPLY HELP ME sorry for the double hshdkajdjsj
AGREE 100%
-Red head seme x blonde uke
-rating was at least a 9.0 (was higher tho if I remember correctly)
-seme was non-human and uke was human
-seme had horns (other people are non-human too)
-cover has uke on it for sure (possibly by himself)
-high school setting
-MANGA, not a manhwa
I’m not sure about this fact but I think seme was like a demon or smt but I might be wrong bout that. Send anything that sounds similar, excluding this detail if needed.
Not sure if my reply disappeared? I don't see it anymore https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/tabetemo_oishiku_arimasen/
Omg! Yes. Thx appreciate ya and happy new year
Red head seme and I think blonde uke.
-demon seme(I think it just non-human, has horns tho) and human uke
-I remember specifically that uke but the lip of seme and that meant like, I wanna fuck or it has some kinda significance.
So like I don’t have many friends but like I have a friend who I was pretty good friends with in high school and now I try to keep up with him even though we go to different colleges but he seems like distant and uninterested to hang out at all when texting. I’m always the one who contacts him first to hang out or talk. He even ignores my messages when I just hit him up with “hey, I got a few hours, wanna play for a bit” he see it and then ignores it. (It is often left on delivered, not even read). Like I’d be fine if he said sorry busy or sorry super dead tired. And I’d be like ok cool. But nothing!? It ant even like I text him often. I have another friend who at least texts back when I ask a simple question and will leave me on read when the conversation ends. Like I wanna hang out and game when-ever we can since we literally never see each other anymore. Is this a one-sided friendship?
Yeah...unfortunately a lot of people drift apart when they no longer live near each other and it sounds like your friend is moving on. Dont take it to personal, shit happens and you will make new friends at your new college (congrats BTW, tho I will warn you this sucks).
If you want friends to game with there may be a gaming club at your school or you'll meet people just by going to class. That's how I meet my new gaming friends!
Im sorry you lost a friend, but think of it as moving on to bigger and better things!
Yes, with the signals he’s giving it’s clear he’s no longer interested esp with distance people naturally drift apart. It’s hard but I think it’s something you eventually come to terms with. You’ll meet new people along the way so I’d say don’t get too hung up on him and just move on, if he wants to, then in the future he’ll be the one to reach out. I feel like it’s never a good idea to force connection
Sadly, yes, but don’t beat yourself up about it. Especially leaving high school, everyone splits up and changes. I'm also someone who has a hard time making friends. I've been there where I faded from my friends' lives because they started to expand their own, and as someone who doesn't make friends easily, it's always harder on that side. Your friend probably doesn't even realize that you are having these emotions because he's building up the next chapter in his life and once important things are being clouded by new things coming up. Don't let yourself be down. You will find people who will be there for you as you will for them. And who knows? Maybe he will reminisce and make an effort to get that friendship back. I will pray for you.