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Oh God I was gonna leave this great manga halfway when I saw Yumi got beaten by Kan-chan. There was so much blood and what made me even more sad was because Yumi always smiling whatever Kan-chan did to him, my cinnamon roll is so tough. Good thing I didn't leave this manga and keep reading. It's a relief that Yumi and Mayama end up together. However, I feel sad for Kan-chan too. My heart hurts when I saw him crying because he asked Yumi to break up with him, he looks so broken and filled with regrets, and I know that he loved Yumi truly but still, violence is a big no.

I love both stories. It was sad to see the ukes having personality problems because of their parents but fortunately the semes save them and cherish them just the way they are. So older brother, it's time for you to rebel too and let your parents go mad!

SENSEI PLEASE MAKE AN ENDING WHERE SHINOBU IS ALREADY WITH SOMEONE ELSE WHO DESERVES HIM AND CHERISH HIM, AND THEN ONLY KOU WILL FEEL THE DESPAIR.

That jerk really didn't deserve Shinobu AT ALL. What the fuck did he mean by "He's just one of my toys" and then brushed him off like that when Shinobu already waited for that jerk and have been feeling insecure all along by himself? When Shinobu was about to transferred, he even made an excuse like "I was just testing you" so Shinobu wouldn't go away. Istg I'm so mad at that jerk.

But here's my deduction and my opinion:
Somehow Kou started to fall in love with Shinobu (I bet it's because it was the first time that his 'toy' run away like that so he feels agitated, not because it's an actual love). And then, Kou chasing Shinobu to his new work place, he meet Shinobu, and then confessing his love and all and tell how DEEPLY regret he was because he was toying with Shinobu and letting him go away. Then, Shinobu will resist a bit and say classic line like "I don't believe you" but eventually he will forgive everything that Kou did and will say "I love you too". In the end, this manga will end happily ever after for both of them. Classic cheesy romance as fuck right? I know I'm being sarcastic and maybe Shinobu's love is just greater than anything, but at this moment Shinobu needs to clear his head and should know very well that Kou might do something like cheating again. And having relationship with Kou will only lead to nothing but feeling miserable and insecure as time goes on. Kou even treated him like nothing but trash back then right? It made my heart torn because Shinobu is really in love with him. So if this manga will really ends like that... it will such a dissapointment. At least, to me. Somehow this story reminds me of The Great Gatsby movie you know.

I quite like it but I also find this is creepy at the same time. Like the smutty scenes are hot but both Kei's attitude and gaze are frightening. He's not a sadist for me but more like a yandere.

Congratulations on 1000th chapter!!!
I hope both Aoyama Gosho and us readers will stay alive until this manga end. Because we are only getting older, not younger... And I'm 20 rn...╮(￣▽￣)╭

The ending made me so unsatisfied... I hope there's a continuation and I also want to see Senpai feels more miserable than the way he is now. Because he hurts Hotaka really bad back then and makes him have a trauma and wounds that probably wouldn't ever heal...

SPOILERS:

So I already saw some spoilers and WTF HIS LIL' BRO IS A DAMN SLUT AND HIS EX IS A GODDAMN CRAZY!! HIS LIL' BRO GONNA STEAL MASHIRO'S NEW LOVER AHHHHH PLS SOMEBODY GET RID OF THE LIL' BROTHER HE'S CREEPY.(╬￣皿￣)凸

I'm crying because I don't get to see the smutty scenes... I freaking confused why the author didn't show it until I read comments below that this is shounen ai... So that makes sense but damn

I know that long distance relationship is hard (because I've been there too), and I understand completely about Arimura's feeling. Of course it's hard not to be able to see each other often anymore, and the despair is real when you miss someone and want to hug them but they are so far away from us, like in another country or continent.

But you can't restrain someone's future just because you're not ready of letting them go a bit away. It might be hard at some times, like misunderstanding and fights, different timezones, things will only get busier for both of them and finally will drive them a bit apart, etc. However, it will be worth it. All of it. Because if you really love each other, then I'm sure that both of you would find a way to maintain your relationship as good as ever, to overcome all of the obstacles.

So I hope that Arimura would be able to let Yousuke go so that his world would expand, and not just about Arimura in it. Goodluck for you two!!٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

I already feel relieved when they finally have a happy ending.... And then I read the extra chapter.... The title is "happy ever after" but IT WAS SO DAMN LYING WHYYYY I THOUGHT THEY WOULD GET MARRIED AND ADOPT KIDS.

But I'm happy to see that Hideo-san always by Tomohisa's side, even when he was sick, and on his last breath. I always feel so sad for the left ones, in this case was Hideo-san, because your loved one already gone away to a place you couldn't reach as long as you're still in this world. And it's already 20years since Tomohisa gone...