
My first time reading this & felt like I was reading an endless rape... I never wish I don't want sex scenes in yaoi manga until... I read this. Damn.
And all of the characters are twisted. Or more like, beyond repair. I don't even hope for a good ending where Kyung-soo has a relationship with either one of them, because I'm literally ship no one.

well technically everyone who read yaoi is doing it because they root for the dong (badum tss)
i'm sorry.
(just a bit)

I'm not gonna lie, when I first read this I didn't support Aoi and Jirou to be married because not only Jirou treated Aoi like a filthy person, he also mocked Ichirou. Even Yuuto did the same thing. I was thinking like "it was because they're a fated partner, and you can't avoid destiny". So yeah my first impression didn't really good. And what's more heartbreaking to see was when Aoi was pregnant and be happy with Jirou, Ichirou was left with heartbroken AND GOD IT WAS FULL OF SORROW FOR ME TO READ. And Aoi didn't really apologize to Ichirou for leaving him just like that.
But Ichirou was already know from the start that he was not "The Prince of Destiny" for Aoi, yeah that's making it more sadder. He's already gone through some hardships in his life, so he really deserves to receive happiness... And his trauma with 'destiny' is making me cry a lot too because I painfully know too that some of that is true. Basically, I always crying when I read his story that he couldn't be happy. That he didn't deserves to live in this world. It was so depressing. So I was very delighted that Author decided to make a story for him and after all the struggles, he's finally found his happiness and be with Yuuto against their 'destiny'. Because 'destiny' isn't needed for them to be happy and together. Couldn't ask more for that.
Maybe I sound exaggerating, but tbh the reason I love reading is because of this. This might be a yaoi manga and also fictional, but it have some good advice of life. Because sometimes it happens in life. And now I think I'm talking nonsense. (I still want to express my thoughts tbh but my fingers are tired and since my native languange isn't English I'm too exhausted to think anymore lmao).
Well, my life is already a fucked up but I'm glad these babies lives aren't. I'm happy for you all!(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

I was hoping that we could see a past of Raine with his lover back then, so we could feel what he felt. Not just the story is rushed, sometimes I think that Raine is still stuck in the past and not really love Joel as a lover but as a child.
For example,
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_little_vampire/nbt/dbc872b7e4a06999/Ch5/24/
In that page where Joel told his feeling to Raine, he was expressionless. Didn't he suppose to be happy and crying if he really do love Joel? His eyes were so dead that I'm began to scared.
Well, only Author and God knows.
I'M SO HAPPY THAT I BEGAN TO CRY SHSKFJHDHDJSK PLS GET MARRIED ASAP