This girl has problems. Why would she drop the issue simply because he dicked her down? And honestly how can she sleep with him after everything she’s discovered? That’s disturbing.
Girly is just bored. Her entire life has mostly been boring to her. Sports and bed actions are her only fun. She was already conformed to the idea of living a miserable life with ok segs and a very selfish husband. But here comes her new husband: better in segs, making effort to please her, full of mysteries she wants to uncover. She finds the psycho exciting and because everyone was always just suppressing her, she thinks he is caring with her. But she knows he lies to her and that's a contradiction which makes it more exciting for her.
That's my analisis on her. They both broken if you ask me.
On another note: there have been a study on boredom where participants decided to eletric shock themselves when bored and not given anything but the shock button to press. And yes, they knew what they were doing. They knew a shock hurts and pressing the button ment pain. They chose to do it anyway because they were bored.
This story is BS. He didn't even seem that sorry after fucking cheating on him and then how tf do you just forgive him simply because he collapsed?
That is insane. And wasn’t even his first love, more like lustful attraction from being forced to watch all that as a kid. I viewed it more as him always holding this repressed sexual feelings towards the guy he has been attracted to since he was a freaking minor. Now that he is grown and has an opportunity, he wants to feel what it’s like with that person. But once he did it, that idealistic thoughts went away and it wasn’t the best as he had thought it would be, his internal dialogue about how much smaller the guy’s dick is compared to the male lead, the way he thinks about male lead, guilt, etc.










Honestly, the same scenarios where she helps out a ghost are getting boring.