
expected a lot for the consensual scene but kinda sloppy, maybe to imply that both of them barely have any experience so the pacing was like that? still glad for it tho

Yep i think how the sexy scene portrayed them is just right. After all horus actual first time was under an influence, so this is technically his first time conscious. Meanwhile, seth was continuously sa'd he never enjoyed it and at the same time he never initiated so he didn't have the mindset to learn from those past horrible experiences. No wonder they are both clumsy, understandably, its felt like an actual first time for both of them. (▰˘◡˘▰)
What if Geonyeob just continued studying well and maybe learn how to build a bomb on the side or build an improvised gun or poison that can't be detected in an autopsy? Surely with all the things he will learn from studying he can execute well a plan to kill the one who killed his mom without ever going through all of that torture? ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭