Jade_D January 22, 2025 4:08 pm

I teared up when Kiuchi confessed his dream. I've also been depressed and directionless for years. But unlike Kiuchi, I never had something I was really good at, successful at, and then lost. I've often wished I had that, but now I think it's a small mercy. It must be more painful.

The fact that the mangaka experienced depression herself is evident, because the portrayal of a depressed person is so realistic.At first, I couldn't connect with Kiuchi because he always smiles but remains very detached. But now I think it's good writing that his inner thoughts weren't shown. That's exactly how it feels to observe a fellow depressed person.

I like Nakajou's line, where he says he hopes Kiuchi meets someone other than him, because he can never find the right words to cheer him up when he's feeling down. Because the thing with depression is that meds and therapy may help, but the only person who can get you out of it is yourself.

Sometimes good advice, coddling, or scolding won't help, but what always helps is knowing that someone stays by your side, knowing you are unwell but treating you normally and waiting for you to emerge from that darkness on your own. It's been hard. Let's all hang in there.

Jade_D January 22, 2025 11:44 am

I ship Juwon x Kyungtae, haha. Remember they won that premium hotel voucher.

Jade_D January 21, 2025 2:43 pm

Did his cousins really rape him? Are they going to be punished in the future? Has anyone read the novel, please spoil us if Iljo is finally going to be happy and get justice. I used to hate Jeonghan, but now that their feelings are mutual, I just hope they stay together. He's the only one in that family to care for Iljo, even if he's still a b*stard. No wonder Iljo fell for him.

    lla696308 January 21, 2025 6:16 pm

    They just kind of walked past that didn’t they? Like what the fuck I don’t remember that being said before.

    fiiive January 22, 2025 2:47 am

    Aren’t they Iljo’s half brothers, technically? Which makes this astronomically more f’d up

Jade_D January 8, 2025 5:35 pm

In chapter 2, page 17, it says Minato is underage so he's drinking iced tea. Kagami (seme) is a pedophile and groomer without morals. I've read all kinds of yaoi, so I am not posting this comment to stop you from reading. But just to remind people (especially the minors reading in this website) of what's right and wrong. No decent, righ-thinking mature adult would date a minor. It doesn't matter whether they are 30 or 22. You'll understand when you reach this age how wrong it is.

Avoid and run as far away as possible from people like Kagami. No matter how kind they seem or how sad their backstory is. No, they don't love you. Separate reality and fiction. Take care of yourself.

The art is beautiful so it's a shame.

    mbug1952 January 9, 2025 3:37 pm

    it just means hes under 20, drinking age is 20 in japan

    Jay loves Conan very much January 9, 2025 4:30 pm

    Minato isn't underage, he's in university. When that escort guy met Minato, they were both on campus (the escort guy told Kagami he might've met Minato on campus, and there's a panel that shows the word university cut off). He is not of legal drinking age, so I'm assuming he's probably 18-20 (idk what the legal drinking age is in Japan). I wouldn't say Kagami is a pedophile, but he's definitely a groomer with the way he treats Minato. He's like those male celebs in their 40s or 30s who mostly date younger female celebs (usually in their 20s). Minato is at least a legal adult tho so ig Kagami isn't a pedo

    Jade_D January 9, 2025 9:00 pm

    I only based my comment on what's written on the page—that he's underage. However, if he's around 18-20, then yes, Kagami is a groomer but not technically a pedophile. Thank you for the correction.

    Still, a 30-year-old dating someone that age lacks morals. I posted my comment because I see many underage readers here who might romanticize dating adults in real life.

    wompxx February 6, 2025 2:33 pm
    I only based my comment on what's written on the page—that he's underage. However, if he's around 18-20, then yes, Kagami is a groomer but not technically a pedophile. Thank you for the correction.Still, a 30... Jade_D

    so sensitive

    Jade_D February 6, 2025 3:08 pm
    so sensitive wompxx

    Not when you're a victim.

    shrike February 6, 2025 4:27 pm
    Not when you're a victim. Jade_D

    if children are reading content clearly not meant for them and are unable to discern stories written for entertainment and sex from those with actual messages, just like you did, and demonstrate terrible reading comprehension, just like you did in your comment it's not the fault of the text buddy.

    Jade_D February 6, 2025 4:51 pm
    if children are reading content clearly not meant for them and are unable to discern stories written for entertainment and sex from those with actual messages, just like you did, and demonstrate terrible readin... shrike

    My comment is made to warn children/young people who are impressionable and cannot discern right from wrong.

    If you don't like it, it's okay.

    cat February 6, 2025 6:37 pm
    Minato isn't underage, he's in university. When that escort guy met Minato, they were both on campus (the escort guy told Kagami he might've met Minato on campus, and there's a panel that shows the word univers... Jay loves Conan very much

    Yeah I agree with this the way he keeps emphasizing Minato's "childlike" naiveness is SOOOO creepy!!

    Puppyboy Agend-er February 6, 2025 8:19 pm
    My comment is made to warn children/young people who are impressionable and cannot discern right from wrong. If you don't like it, it's okay. Jade_D

    You're trying to preach to a group of children who aren't even supposed to be here about "ethical sex and relationships" when you should be telling them that they shouldn't be in R-18 spaces to begin with.

    Also, it isn't up to a pornography writer to teach someone else's child on how to have a healthy relationship. That should be up to their parents or guardians, not a gay porn artist.

    _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): February 6, 2025 11:04 pm
    My comment is made to warn children/young people who are impressionable and cannot discern right from wrong. If you don't like it, it's okay. Jade_D

    how about you discourage children who cannot comprehend or seperate fantasies from reality from reading 18+ work instead.

    if someone underaged is reading this shit and ignoring all 18+ barriers, do you think they'd listen to some random life lesson under a yaoi manga?

    especially not from someone who couldn't even understand that page in the proper context and just jumped to conclusions.

    Jade_D February 6, 2025 11:39 pm
    Yeah I agree with this the way he keeps emphasizing Minato's "childlike" naiveness is SOOOO creepy!! cat

    The way people are angry at this comment is what's creepy.

    Jade_D February 6, 2025 11:50 pm
    You're trying to preach to a group of children who aren't even supposed to be here about "ethical sex and relationships" when you should be telling them that they shouldn't be in R-18 spaces to begin with.Also,... Puppyboy Agend-er

    Yes, kids shouldn't be here. Yes, porn writers don't have the responsibility to do that.

    Jade_D February 6, 2025 11:57 pm

    how about you discourage children who cannot comprehend or seperate fantasies from reality from reading 18+ work instead.

    if someone underaged is reading this shit and ignoring all 18+ barriers, do you think they'd listen to some random life lesson under a yaoi manga?

    especially not from someone who couldn't even understand that page in the proper context and just jumped to conclusions.

    -I may have gotten the age wrong, but seme is still a groomer with no morals. No need to get angry at a comment that's a "random life lesson under a yaoi manga".

    ❤Valentine_VampirE❤ February 7, 2025 10:30 pm

    The guy is 18 so he's not a minor actually, 18-year-olds can't drink yet. I agree that this age gap is crazy, but the age gap would've been a lot worse if the guy was 16 since authors have a bad habit of making it between a 16 and an adult age gap. By the way, I haven't actually read this manga, but I looked at the comment section and was curious about the age gap, so I looked at the pages of the manga and saw that he was 18, and I thought it was much worse. Yeah, the seme should find someone his age, but at least he's not wanting to do sexual stuff with a minor person. The age gap is still insane, yes, but I'm glad the author didn't make the guy still in High School

Jade_D January 6, 2025 12:19 pm

Does anyone have spoilers? Will Jeonghan actually change even just a little? He's so narcissistic and unlikeable.

    RARE°INSIGHTS•やおい◼ January 11, 2025 7:09 pm

    I saw raws and he actually gets better we even gets to know he is technically rich father ceo or something , hw regretted his behaviour and trying to be better person for uke.

    Jade_D January 14, 2025 4:37 am
    I saw raws and he actually gets better we even gets to know he is technically rich father ceo or something , hw regretted his behaviour and trying to be better person for uke. RARE°INSIGHTS•やおい◼

    Thank you very much!

Jade_D January 5, 2025 3:43 pm

The official translation makes it seem like Hakyung is an expert with "pleasure", but in the fan translation he only said "I know some stuff that will make you feel good".

Jade_D December 25, 2024 2:15 am

Check out chapter 6, page 34. Thanks to @eat more lard's comment that Miruku seems to have turned the tables on Karua that I went back to check, and it's true.

Jade_D December 23, 2024 3:09 am

I was just delulu-ing blonde uncle x and black-haired teacher ship days ago! "Delulu is the solulu" is real, hahaha.

Jade_D December 21, 2024 6:00 am

Black-haired Woohyung is dangerous. He's dryly funny, lol. Despite his disinterest in Eunhan (scoring zero on the quiz), he was worried that Jemin will corrupt the youngest who just turned an adult, haha. Love him for that.

Jade_D December 19, 2024 12:01 pm

Hear me out friends: Blonde uncle x black-haired teacher ship

    h4llo December 19, 2024 9:06 pm

    you know what’s upppp

    escapist December 23, 2024 2:29 am

    and you were right omg they’re literally dating

    Jade_D December 23, 2024 2:37 am
    and you were right omg they’re literally dating escapist

    Seriously? Really? I was just delulu-ing!

    Jade_D December 23, 2024 3:05 am
    and you were right omg they’re literally dating escapist

    Omg I just read it!

    escapist December 23, 2024 3:21 am
    Omg I just read it! Jade_D

    your prediction was so on point!! their relationship looks so chaotic though hahaha

    Jade_D December 23, 2024 3:29 am
    your prediction was so on point!! their relationship looks so chaotic though hahaha escapist

    Hahaha, true. Very different from out mcs. Spicy.

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