The pacing, mutual understanding, considering ones feelings, no issues, just pure healthy love between them—AHHHH!!!! SO ADORABLE HUHU (≧▽≦) I love how at the start of their intercourse, they didn't immediately have a role, like that's so rare. I love how they make each other comfortable with their decisions and slowly appeal to how they are now. THIS IS SERIOUSLY SO SWEET AND SO SHORT Ó╭╮Ò
Also THE SECOND COUPLE!!! I desperately need to see their story !!
damn. I made a vow to never read this because I know for a fact it will hurt. But now, knowing I've finally grown a bit and had the courage to—it definitely gave me a permanent impression. Alan's pain and beliefs all because of a religion, it's where I relate to the most.
I don't believe in faith anymore but, I really wish some people who share his pain, and so too does for Hayden, can also live in a world for themselves. I love this story, even if it's painful ಥ_ಥ
Came back to read it once more, i miss this story so much, it's such a treasure <3 the difference between this and any other ones I've read is that the uke's the one trying to fix their relationship, and the seme doesn't push him away by doing ungodly things.
my most favorite scene was them making up outside the house like a drama show (´ε` ) I always come back just for that scene 'cause it just hits so hard!! I love it, I wish I could go back to when I first discovered this masterpiece.
It's not even talked about enough! So underrated, I wish people would discover this more </3 I didn't even know there were three more special chapters! I'm so glad I came back to read this hehe











I can only think of the possibilities of it ending as a tragic doomed bl story but oh my—the ending was quite beautiful even though it's implied their life has gotten a bit harsher (´;︵;`) (lowk wish it was a doomed bl ending)
You dont love yourself enough (doomed bl endings leave forever scars )