I understand why Sooyeon sadly has decided to cheat, he told his lover what he needed in bed, and when your lover rejects those needs, one often seeks it elsewhere. (I understand Yoonho is traumatized atm) In this case tho the ML is super broken and is very much a masochist, which Yoonho does know, but doesn`t understand being that he is vanilla. (Sooyeon could also just be in need of extreme mental therapy depending on his backstory) Yoonho kind of already knew what he was getting himself into by dating Sooyeon, tho, I still do feel sorry for him, but he always knew there was a chance of Sooyeon running back to Gyeol which at the start reared his jealously. Doesn`t help that Gyeol is sadistic, narcissistic and manipulative either. I have a feeling there`s going to be a lot of back and forth now with these 3. Gonna be a bumpy ride.
the Main, Woojin, I`ve been in a similar situation it's not as easy to get away from a gaslighter and manipulator like Minho. They control on such a deeper level. It`s scary.
They play you. 1st they act so sweet than become so cruel in their feelings and actions that it leaves you in a very broken mindset. it destroys yourself confidence, it makes you believe that they`re the only ones there and will ever love the screwed-up mess they made you. Until they get bored and leave you. Finding a good person who is actually genuine won`t change how effed up you are. Sadly, you wanna do right by them but you fall back into the same patterns when hurt and run back to the very person that broke you, thinking they`re are the only ones that can heal you. When really you need to heal yourself. Yeah, I definitely feel this manga on a deep level and relate to it.
He was going to be gentle in sex, we haven't been reading the same story.
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After reading the novel, ngl this kind of ruined the whole story for me but, the General never loved Yoo-Young. He cared about him and felt sorry for him, that`s about it. So, anyone who was wooting for him, I`m sorry, me too. Honestly the ML and 2nd ML both suck. This poor kid was wrecked mentally and went through hell physically. The Emperor does change eventually but never really redeemed himself in my opinion. I feel like Yoo-Young was never truly loved, just used and unlucky. Very toxic stockholm syndrome.
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The next chapter is devastating..
I honestly didn`t think the ML Seme could get worse, damn was I very wrong.
(╬￣皿￣)凸 Our poor baby boy ┗( T﹏T )┛
Absolutely no redeeming qualities in this book whatsoever, just rape. Pls don`t waste your time! He was raped and drugged into submission.
