just checked this has the same author as formless. that tracks
I'm only on chapter 26 but this feels like a fuckin horror movie
the comments on b@t0 are crazy. hills recation was completely justified and reasonable. he is doing what he feels will keep everyone he loves (his brother, son, and love) safe. also the unwavering, gutwrenching guilt he feels due to his bloodline - he feels at fault for the murder of crispin's family, he fears he will make the people hate the already unsteady regime just barely created, because of his bloodline. give this poor dude a break man
the people hating hill in the comments as if he literally doesnt have every fucking mental disorder in the book. not only is he probably dealing with ptsd AND post partum, the only living relative he has, other than his child, is going crazy in a fucking cell. I have pity for both parties, but how can you hate hill for his reasonable requests. he is doing what he thinks (and logistically is) best for the new country as well as his want for freedom. he has two wants tearing him down the middle ofc he may be "a little annoying" holy shit you guys need both empathy and literacy skills
hated this but love the fact that the top is physically smaller and weaker
love a man that knows what he wants