growing up in a borderline cult as a lesbian i prayed every night that god would let me be with my family in the afterlife, even though i was a sinner. I prayed for forgiveness, for my soul, for my feelings not to damn me. They spoke about how wrong it was to love the same sex, how wrong it was to do so many things in that place. I left the church when i was 14 or so, and i still carry that shame i felt as a little girl praying for god not to hate me for liking girls.
Every time i start to like a woman, i become suffocated by that shame. I become reminded of my prayers and what i was taught to believe. I feel disgusting, dirty for things that ive done and things ive gone through. Seeing this truly hits home like nothing else. Only i never had someone else to believe in. Overall though, this story is beautiful and the ending fits, as sad as it is. What it manages to capture in so few chapters is so incredible and im glad i read it even if it hurts.
this is so fucking unserious and the fact that the only thing i am PRAYING for now is that they dont have a father son threesome speaks to the sheer insanity of this dumpsterfire.
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Unfortunately there wont be a threesome but yisu ends up with both so I guess in the end they're still sharing one man so it works out ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Monday on the sons bed tuesday on the dads bed Wednesday maybe no ones bed just focus work thrusday back on the sons bed then friday on the dads bed. Weekends maybe on both beds every other hour who knows. Then rinse and repeat. Good routine workout ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
im actually kind of mad that he didn't do something toxic and evil because then at least his character would be consistent. The author is trying to gaslight us into thinking he's just some sad pathetic man now after the fucking insane shit he pulled at the beginning but IT'S NOT WORKING!!! I KNOW WHO YOU ARE TOXIC FREAK MAN!!!
Is it really toxic though? MC was harassing him at work real bad, i get that anyone would want to get revenge after that. and i'd rather he do some kinky shit than just hit him with a bat or something idk
(i mean both are bad, but bullying because "i've got embarrassing pics of you now, so shut up for ever" is better than "i've got all your teeth in my hands now, look")







there is going to be some NASTY hate sex after this they fucking RAW