Do I even need to say anything, it's there already, I don't want to talk about this. This manhwa has trampled my feelings like how the brooch has been trampled. I have never been, in my entire life, rolled around my bed, punched my pillows, wrestled my teddy bears, and cradle myself in my blanket just to drop on the floor regretting why have I read this early just for it to have a massive cliffhanger, not why have I even read this in the first place. Now my life has been ruined, forever remembering this manhwa. Maybe I should just get hit by a truck to have amnesia for a better life.
I can't stand it when people hate a "weak" mc and glorify "strong" mcs. Not all people are the same, when they have been put in a tight situation, not everyone will do what you expect them to do because they have different approach and experience in that situation. It's not like they choose to be put in a situation that would make them freeze out of fear whatsoever.
It's totally okay to like "strong" mc, but it's not fucking okay to compare them to "weak" mc because they're not the same person ffs. I hate TikTok videos that does that and has 30k+ likes, like are you really a reader if you don't consider the situations that has been put into the "weak" mc and their overall personality? Plus, most of the "weak" mc mostly "act feminine" like bro, do you want to mean being feminine is weak? Nahh that's gender discrimination/jk.
On serious note though, this manhwa really show that. That a "weak" mc is not weak and that they have just been put in a situation that are not in their favor. I also like the fact that the ml is helping the mc overcome his fear instead of just protecting him. All the characters on this manhwa are good so far, I'm hoping to see more in the future. Loving this already lol.








That white haired guy(WHG) is only using the mc. I might've been on his side if him and the mc stayed as friends cuz WHG did hang out with mc with his best interest but it was all fucked up when they fucked like mf, are you a fucking virgin? Isn't it a normal courtesy to loosen up before putting your dick into any hole? Like I know mc said it doesn't hurt but omfg you fucking knew he was hurting and all you thought was "he must like me so much." WHG only apologizes for his own convenient, not for actually being sincere for the mc. Also, everytime he said he was creeped out by the black haired guy (BHG), I admit that he was kind of worried about mc as well but most of it is out of unrealized jealousy. He was being jealous and alarmed that someone might be better than him and take away mc.
Now onto BGH, I'll point out what I think is a red flag before I say why I choose him.
First of, he is only granting mc's wish, it's most likely that he doesn't really have romantic feelings for the mc but we'll see. Second is that he's creepy, yeah I know, I'm also curious on where are mc's dad is and on the sudden turn over of the people around mc just because of BHG. Third, he's super clingy, it's usually good but if you're introducing yourself as mc's brother with that clinginess.. yeah no, it's different though if it's just the two of them alone. Fourth is when he "dropped" the fucking phone, bruh, you're wasting money like, where tf are you getting it from anyway???
I choose the BHG because first of all, he is gentle with the mc, idrc if it's just for the wish but it's better than seeing mc eat up his words while being in actual pain because he's afraid of being abandoned. Like he's gentle with him emotionally and physically, mc actually felt good for the first time when he was having sex with him because he fucking loosened him and made him comfortable like a normal intercourse should have. Second is that he's reassuring the mc that he'll always be there (idc if it's been of the wish), plus he's not hiding that he's a supernatural being, he's actually being honest about it and pleaded to mc that he should not run away when he sees with true form or whatever.
Overall,
Weird nice guy >>>>> bastard who don't know how to fuck
Spoiler if you haven't read it btw