
Look, I get it. Desperate times call for desperate measures. And I say "desperate" because I know he didn't actually want to do it. He was trying to get away from that line of work and he did it because he needed the money.
Logically, it makes some sense because that was a big chunch of money that would help him be "less of a burden" (at least in his mind)
Logic before feelings. I get it, I get it, I get it.
And I HATE it. God I would be so hurt, illogical so, if it were mean. So yeah, not in a relationship, but definitely a situationship. That's enough to consider not doing the AV. And damn his partner is a bigger person than I could ever be.
And don't get me wrong, I see no shame in that line of work if you enjoy it. It's just, since I personally couldn't accept my partner continue in that work (regardless of how lack of feelings are involved) I'm judging him harshly for it (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

I'm hung up on the fact he ran away and slept with other people. He distanced himself 10 WHOLE YEARS. Ugh!
Like idk man, I'm too bitter and petty to be happy for him. The seme deserves better imo( ̄∇ ̄")
Anyways story 10/10, uke 2/10 I don't like him

What, did you want him to remain celibate for 10 years for someone he at the time was actively avoiding? Give him a break. He was an 18 year old kid who had his dream broken, discovered he was gay and in love with his junior who was on the way to living that dream. Him having a melt down was not in the least unexpected and it was sad that he fell so deep into depression. Seme definitely doesn't want anyone else.
It hurts so much