Lalala June 22, 2018 12:57 pm

Wow, Ryan really has a soft spot for Christoph. When he suspected Kyon, he forced him to leave and he would've let him die, but now he lets Chris go with just a pat in the head- even though he technically killed Lucaon's parents.

    Anonymous June 22, 2018 1:14 pm

    I realy hate this part of him he'd kill poor kyon for nothing and then he's been so fucking kind to Chris ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

    Cooljuicyfruit June 22, 2018 1:15 pm

    Right? Goes to show he isnt beyond being a fool for love

    mangafetishh June 22, 2018 1:25 pm
    I realy hate this part of him he'd kill poor kyon for nothing and then he's been so fucking kind to Chris ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ @Anonymous

    yeah you said it

    Anonymous June 22, 2018 1:50 pm

    Lol, maybe Kyon should have dyed his hair blond... (=・ω・=)
    Seriously though, Im not sure whether Christoph killed that servant who poisoned the Selviors in order to get rid of witnesses, or out of revenge? The servant's complete surprise at his attack makes me think it could have been the latter.

    Lalala June 22, 2018 2:19 pm
    Lol, maybe Kyon should have dyed his hair blond... (=・ω・=)Seriously though, Im not sure whether Christoph killed that servant who poisoned the Selviors in order to get rid of witnesses, or out of reveng... @Anonymous

    I kinda hope he didn't kill him so they can use him to cure Ryan, but if he did, I think it was to get rid of witnesses. The servant would still be suprised since he probably didn't expect his accomplice to kill him after finishing the job. Edwin probably made him do it.

    Anonymous June 22, 2018 2:29 pm
    I realy hate this part of him he'd kill poor kyon for nothing and then he's been so fucking kind to Chris ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ @Anonymous

    wtf. Okay lets get this straight. Chris worked for Ryan FOR YEARS, he knows how he behaves, he knows how he acts. Yeah hes villain and the betrayal was unexpected, but that does not change the behavior of chris. Ryan knows chris, and he knows he didn't do it out of venom

    whereas he doesn't know kyon at all and with kyon personality of barging in with no obedience in many situations that Ryan saw. What would Ryan expect? He suspected that he was the villain doing out of venom

    Kyon only worked for A YEAR in lucaon manison, it had all right for Ryan to suspect a stranger just to PROTECT HIS FAMILY.

    mangafetishh June 22, 2018 3:02 pm

    a thing for blond

Lalala June 19, 2018 3:36 pm

Junyoung, born 1998: Found the love of his life, has plenty of sex, plans to open a restaurant
Me, born 1998: single for more than a year, hates uni, reads yaoi all day
Nice.

    Thebonelady June 19, 2018 3:49 pm

    ‘97, never had a bf/gf (so yep still haven’t kissed) and I spend all day reading yaoi

    frozenpeanutbutter June 19, 2018 5:23 pm
    ‘97, never had a bf/gf (so yep still haven’t kissed) and I spend all day reading yaoi Thebonelady

    ´94, been single for 4 years, still at uni, hates uni, reads yaoi all day
    Good to know I'm not the only one though

    BrownFeather June 19, 2018 5:34 pm
    ‘97, never had a bf/gf (so yep still haven’t kissed) and I spend all day reading yaoi Thebonelady

    Exact same year, boat, and situation. Hello kindred spirit! ヾ(☆▽☆)

    mailissa June 19, 2018 5:46 pm

    This is literally me too. 20 and sad.

    Thebonelady June 19, 2018 7:14 pm
    Exact same year, boat, and situation. Hello kindred spirit! ヾ(☆▽☆) BrownFeather

    Hello!! It’s like meeting a unicorn when one is in the same boat as me, no joke ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

    Lalala June 19, 2018 10:04 pm

    Ah it's so nice to see that's it's not just me. Well at least we have more free time to read yaoi.

Lalala June 17, 2018 2:02 pm

Damn, I really thought he gave him his anaconda friend. I almost cried. I'm so relieved he is alive.

Lalala June 11, 2018 7:56 pm

I think this is one of the most well written manga in this site, too bad it has such a low rating. It's a psychological manga, not a typical "end up with the rapist" romance. It's not love, it's guilt and dependance. The ending, even thought sad, is quite fitting imo. Props to the author for her realistic character development.

    Yaoi22 June 11, 2018 8:06 pm

    Not a member so can't click the thumbs up.. but I agree with what you said so thumbs up

    sangrientaluna June 11, 2018 9:02 pm

    yeah, but it felt too melodramatic to me rather than realistic. Would this what happen in realistic setting? The victim would stick there from fear of being exposed usually (it was minor, public prejudice) or really serious psychological problem. The story felt justifying them ending up together.
    But it was well written indeed.

    Lalala June 11, 2018 11:03 pm
    yeah, but it felt too melodramatic to me rather than realistic. Would this what happen in realistic setting? The victim would stick there from fear of being exposed usually (it was minor, public prejudice) or r... sangrientaluna

    When I said realistic I meant the whole story, not just the end. The victim in the beginning, as you said, did stay with Hikaru because of fear, and he did become mentally unstable -and still is. Everyone gets different feelings from a story, but I don't think the author just tried to justify them ending together. To me the story wanted to show the process of thinking of a mentally scarred person, and how these experiences can lead him to this unhealthy relationship.

    Lalala June 11, 2018 11:04 pm
    Not a member so can't click the thumbs up.. but I agree with what you said so thumbs up @Yaoi22

    I'm glad you agree! :)

    sangrientaluna June 12, 2018 7:44 am
    When I said realistic I meant the whole story, not just the end. The victim in the beginning, as you said, did stay with Hikaru because of fear, and he did become mentally unstable -and still is. Everyone gets ... Lalala

    Hmm actually liked your perspective more ( ̄∇ ̄")

Lalala May 26, 2018 11:04 pm

So the editor carries handcuffs with him all the time? Definitely an essential.

Lalala May 25, 2018 5:49 pm

Am I the only one that actually liked the ending and didn't think it was that rushed? I think a happy ending wouldn't really suit this story.

Lalala May 22, 2018 7:08 pm

You made up, good for you, now move out as soon as possible.

Lalala May 20, 2018 5:32 pm

When I first saw Jisuh I thought his looks were kinda boring, but these sex scenes sure changed my mind. He looks so hot and sexy.

Lalala May 13, 2018 10:14 pm

I was pretty sure Christoph did it, but damn, I didn't expect Ryan to have drunk the poison too. Now I'm sad, I hope Ryan survives.

Lalala May 10, 2018 7:20 pm

Whoever uploaded all these chapters, thank you so much! I had lost all hope about it ever updating. You are the best! <3

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