The fact that he sinks himself to alcohol bcs he wants to forget it all is so sad:( how dare his family do this to him after they've abandoned him at the age no older than 4.. I bet he learned to drink alcohol at such a young age for him to cope it's his literal gist of coping mechanism
The translation',s kinda messy but hey we're all reading in an illegal website so .. but still I'm gonna let this marinate and wait for the officials