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Lucas is gonna appear next chapter. It's at athy's 15th birthday that Claude finally remembers athy (thanks to Lucas who made it happen, gave it to athy as as the best present for her birthday). It took about a year of Claude to remember athy and it happened like this:
Claude called for athy, athy was still scared and unsure about seeing Claude bc she knows her presence have negative affect on him. She noticed how his eyes had that glow again, and she called him daddy but still unsure. She was crying, Claude held her face and told her to stop or she'll look ugly. Athy cried even more and hugged him and Claude replies with "you got heavier."

In the novel Claude tries to kill athy at volume 92 chapter 65, and then remembers it at volume 124 chapter 34. Keep in mind that each volume has more than 30+ chapters even if it's relatively short.
The chapter where athy uses Lucas's powers to go to town and gets noticed by ijekiel (chapter 41 in the webtoon) is volume 73 chapter 18. Keeping that in mind, volume 92 is chapter 53 in the webtoon. for each 19-20 volumes of the novel, it produces around 12 chapters. So if it follows that format, it'll be in the next 3-6 chapter when Claude remembers athy. But that's just a guess so don't rely too much on it

Wow this shit made me more depressed.
minwook wasn't obsessed with love, he was obsessed with the idea of it. He wanted the feeling of saving someone, being someone's anchor in life. Because geumhwa was already in a dark position before meeting minwook, minwook probably thought "maybe I could be something that makes his day a little bit better. Maybe I can get him out of that dark place" and it's sucks, it's fucking sucks because people still think in that kind of matter and it's really so frustrating.
People who have been in a relationship together for a long time would rather stay with an unfaithful partner than start anew because you think about the whole time and effort that you put in that relationship and how it goes to waste. Geumhwa would've followed that if he hadn't felt so much for seungjae. Geumhwa would've stayed in that toxic relationship with minwook because "he's got nowhere else to go" and he would've start following what minwook says about him.
Anyways, it reminded me of this Chinese bl novel that I read, it was called gaze at the scene of of debauchery by ku Cha. It's really good and depressing, and it makes you think about couples who are clearly falling apart but try to stay together and it just fucks up even more.
shits making me sad. No matter how many times achmaea says he wants his whole lunarians to disappear from life and ask for adamant to full fill the way to *Nirvana* everything he does screams selfish to me. I don't think he really wants the existence to end, more like reborn humans again and it's just gonna end like shit and it'll repeat again. A moon will struck Earth and then humans are split again.