
I have a gino in my life too.
They are cheerful, high grades, good at socializing.
And it's really annoying when they say we're the same cause we're not.
When you open up your problems
they started saying "me too" like the hell bro??
The gravity of our problems aren't the same
stop making my problems insignificant
It might be jealousy but they really get on my nerves
and I can't say that I'm not comfortable with them
Cause they are kind of part of the friend group.
And It feels like when I became part of that friend group.
I can't get out of it.
That person was really irritating though.
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Its weird
but if I dont think about the age its cute
but does age really matter
im very conflicted about this
i mean idk a 12 year age gap yeh ok tf
I mean why do we find long age gap weird
if i think about it deeply its not that weird unless he became his lover when he was a minor yk
Or idk fckkk
And he consider himself as a father
but its kind of a thing he decided as a kid and committed to it until now
its not that weird if i think of it as childhood thoughts that were continued somehow
But idk about the age
Why do we think age gap matter
like give my a probable reason yk
Idk what to think
Like does it matter
If it does they look cute so why not
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Idk anymore, I will not be thinking of this.
Avoiding the problems should give me extra time to be anxious and depressy

I very much relate with the mc.
I really don't have a dream job or a goal in life.
My classmates are starting plan their future and it feels like I should too. But I really don't know what to do.
Mostly,I let my parents decide things for me and just follow what they want. So I now don't know what I really want.
I also never have seriously love someone or hold onto someone. So whenever I have something like a friend. I always felt like being ready when they leave me. Cause Ik most people are just better than me. Or maybe I'm quite annoying or boring.
His perspective of people is also quite similar with mine.
People can be viewed badly by others but if you really look at them they are actually good pitifull people
And weirdly I'm very good at consulting people about love even if I didnt experience it. Haha, I think it came from reading romance manhwa.
I feel like he.wont just quit as his attendant.
There gotta be something goin on or he is changing jobs.
This is a typical cliche so I'm sure he will do good or atleast be close with mc.
ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~