In the start I always thought mc as an amazing person cause of his unwavering, unconditional love...
But at this point I think maybe mc got the wrong idea I'm not sure why but at some point in our lives we have some kind of belief that we kinda want to embody and uphold
And well I think MC's love for that shit is this kind of belief
Maybe he love him at first
He love the kind shit from the past
And maybe he is upholding the belief that he loves him even if he is shit cause he wants to believe that there's still the kind past thingy inside the shit
But he doesn't really like him anymore he just wanna believe that he love him still
Idk know though
It's just a theory
This story made me think a lot
Like why was it so wrong to be a homosexual for them
Like what about therians and those who identify as a pwd
Morals and religions blah blah blah
I made a conclusion that
You can't force your belief into everyone but everyone should respect that belief.
Idk though
It's just means that for example you are a transwoman you can't expect people to identify you as a woman but people shouldn't berate you because of how you identify yourself
Though idk about people who identify as a pwd
Like it's too ridiculous for me haha
Therians are kinda a bit weird too
But just as I said I feel like even though I can't believe or accept their identity I can't ridicule them or berate them for what they want











Been reading this whenever I thought of it or see it
Ive read this one chapter for like a hundred times now
Adapt it already fck!